I smile on the outside
While inside, I cry
Hiding my emotions
So no one sees me die
I wear a mask to hide
Don't want to let it fade
My feelings from inside
They just make me afraid
When will I reveal myself
When will I put away my mask
When will I stand up for myself
It feels too much to ask
Too easy it is to act strong
And hide my true face
I know it's been too long
Now I'm trapped in this dark place
I may seem tough
But I'm weaker than you think
My confidence is not enough
I feel like dark, spilled ink
Regret fills my heart
I can't handle my own emotions
Now I'm falling apart
While drowning in dark oceans
My feelings like a house of cards
Easily shattered and frail
Why is my life like a nightmare
Instead of the promised fairy tale?
My heart is heavy with the weight
Of the emotions I keep inside
But I can't bring myself to show
The pain I try to hide
I am tired of pretending
And hide my true emotions away
But the thought alone is just enough
To make me wanna stay
And now I'm left with nothing
But a castle of shattered glass
My emotions run like rivers
Through cracks of my fragile mask
And when I'm gone, they'll finally see
The person I truly was
But it's too late, I'll be a memory
Fading away into dust
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Chaos In My Mind
Poetry𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑀𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑜ℎ 𝑠𝑎𝑦 ... This is a book of some poems I've written r...
