Chaos In My Mind

diary of an addict

I'm in pain
In so much pain
if only i knew how to stop this

I hide, in shame
So much shame
my own freedom I miss

I'm the one who put myself in chains
yet I can't figure out how to break free
the poison is running in all of my veins
and darkness is all i see

I try to distract myself from you
but you pull me back to you every time
It doesn't even matter what I try to do
I'll always cross the line

I try to break away,
But it's a fight every day,
The lure of of you is strong, so strong
It's a battle that will last so long

I want to break free,
To find the person I used to be,
But it's a challenge to let go,
Of the things that bring me low