I just avoid the question
And keep it far away
but it is gonna crash on me,
crush my bones one day.
It's like a tiny string
That's holding up a rock so tall
I'm standing directly under it
Knowing that it's gonna fall
It's gonna crash me
Ready to slaughter
I don't have any air left,
Drowning in toxic water
Why won't nobody save me
And tell me what is right
And stop to strangle my neck
Instead of holding tight
I don't wanna hear my own thoughts
So I push them all away
Don't want to feel anything at all
I become numb and number every day
I run away but am chasing myself
Trying to catch up but I can never
Who am I supposed to fight when I am the enemy myself
I know I won't win ever
Someone pull me out this toxic water
Can't you hear me screaming?
How can nobody notice
That I've long ago stopped breathing
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Chaos In My Mind
Poetry𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑀𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑜ℎ 𝑠𝑎𝑦 ... This is a book of some poems I've written r...
