It's still here,
that empty hole in my heart from you
I've been told by everyone that we won't work out,
but when everyone else is gone you're still on my mind
When I'm alone in my room,
I can't help but think of a life with you
And there was a chance at that,
there was a 1% chance and it happened
It confused me so much,
so I did what I always do
It hurt,
so I pushed you away
I "moved" on,
I'm doing "so much better"
Little miss valedictorian,
little miss movin on
But I haven't,
the messages I write for you stay in my notes
Because the thought of things being different between us,
even the thought kills a little of me
Sometimes a life without you all feels like a bad dream,
like maybe when I wake up things will be different
I know they never will be,
but hey a girl can dream right?
I miss all the little things we had,
you were a sister to me
From telling each other everything,
to spending all our summers together
I found life with you,
you added a spark to a candle that was almost gone
You gave me hope,
that I can actually be happy
Yet here I am,
alone again with my thoughts
