I can't quiet the voices in my head,
they who no longer feel like they belong anywhereEvery time I enter a new stage in my life,
I say it'll be different and that this is itAnd it's so tiring,
and so fucking sad that I still have hopeEverything feels like rucus,
like world war 3But everything's fine,
everything's going the way I wanted it toSo what's wrong?
why does something feel off?Is it because things will never be the same,
that we will never be the same?I hate how this is how it ended,
I swear I never thought it'd end up like thisYou flowing through life,
while my minds still on youIt's halloween night,
I'm in my pjs reminiscing on what could've beenYou're partying the way you said you would all those years ago,
Still I'd do anything to find out if I'm still on your mind