I went to the store and I bought a new book
I closed the curtains, the dark was making me in the moodBut I couldn't write a single word
I realized I was alone in my worldNo, all those diamonds aren't enough
No, my pretty perfect life isn't enoughI'm sick of all this love, all this love
Anger and blood, it's what I want, what I want
I wanna tear your heart apart, heart apart
I wanna run and get trapped, get trappedI just wanna feel alive
But before that, I wanna die
I just wanna shed some tears
And find out some new fearsI am so bored as hell
I lost myself somewhere
I am so bored as hell
I miss my old nightmaresI went to the store and I bought a new book
I layed under my bed and I screamed as loud as I couldMy sister is scared of the ghost
She sees him through the window
Last night, I heard him, he spoke
I joined him in the streets, we smokedI'm so sick of this silence, this silence
I'm ready to see some violence, some violence
I wanna tear your heart apart, heart apart
I wanna see them all shocked, all shockedI just wanna feel alive
But before that, I wanna die
I just wanna shed some tears
And find out some new fearsIf anyone could face death
Oh, if anyone could dare
My friends, let's play a game
My friends, let's kill ourselves:3
I'm bored
As hellI am so bored as hell
I lost myself somewhere
I am so bored as hell
I miss my old nightmares- VII