I'm laying on my bed
Carried away by a fever
But I feel much better
Than yesterday
There's noises in my head
There's voices getting louder
There's madness or whatever
There's too much things unsaid
I have not a single regret
To have made you my friend
To have chosen you instead
Of a lonely life
All this time, I created a new mindset
While you just remained the same
I changed,
To understand and be able to survive
In this crowed town
When you're around
I feel like a clown that makes you feel less alone
You'll hate me after this but..
I'm laying on my bed
And I'm getting pleasure
Of treating you as a stranger
Of forgetting about yesterday
It was supposed to feel good, to be a very good day
A day that would have taken my anger away
But you kept being mean, you kept complaining
About everyone and everything for nothing
I deeply hate you
I deeply hate you, my love
:3
Cause you're not good for my health
You make me hate myself
But I keep saying good about us, to everyone
I keep protecting you from all they say about you
I try to ignore the bad thoughts
I try to hold back my claws
It's so hard to admit that those words are true :
You're so impolite and mean
You behave just like a bitch
You refuse to understand other's point of views
Just like everyone else here, you got your own issues
So, stop crying and smile a bit
Stop frowning and smile a bit
I know it's hard when you sad but you gotta try a bit
But what annoys me the most
It's that I'm your perfect clone
We just hurt each other
This will last forever
- VII
