I deeply hate my-
A nice guy talked to me after school
We didn't say much
I had already noticed him at school
He was wearing BTS merch
He wondered why I was alone
I said I was not
He said he always sees me alone
But I am not, once I'm home
Then, I ignored him
For no fucking reason
But maybe I taught him
A pretty fucking lesson
He sent me a message, I was having a bad day so I yelled :
Not everyone's nice in this world
And I don't want you to be hurt
You'll get it when it'll be your turn
Just wanted to help
A bad guy talked to me after school
We talked a lot, maybe too much
I thought living that kind of shit was cool
But then, he started to get weird
Quieter and quieter, he disappeared
I looked at the mirror and said "why so naive?"
So naive...
He ignored me
For no fucking reason
But maybe he taught me
A pretty fucking lesson !
I explained to my dad, he was having a bad day so he yelled :
Not everyone's nice in this world
And I don't want you to be hurt
You'll get it when it'll be your turn
Just wanted to help
What did I do wrong ?
I just wanted to help
Now, I hate myself
- VII
