Time skip to a few months later because I have no idea what comes after that - Zayn decided to stay for a while since the band was staying in the same place for a bit.
Harry's pov
In the span of just three days, I feel like my viewpoint on life has completely changed.
Louis doesn't hate me.
Or so he claims?
I don't know the truth yet. Maybe I never will.
I can't decide if I care or not.
Eleanor is helping me show my femininity in subtle ways that I'll be able to wear around other people.
Louis apologized and told Niall and Liam the truth about why he acted that way towards me, and they apologized a lot.
They also fully accept me and my style.
Mia, Zayn, and Eleanor have become my best friends and I think I'm getting better.
I've had a few relapses and I still have bad thoughts sometimes, but I'm doing alright. My friends are definitely the ones to blame for that. Sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve them.
And sometimes when things get bad, I try to convince myself that I don't deserve them, and that I deserve everything that happened before.
But nobody deserves that.
Not even me.
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Fanfictionwe all know Zayn knew Harry was a good guy, but what if the rest of the band believed Harry was the guy the media percieves him to be? tw: depression, self-harm, eating disorder, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, f slur. If you need a suicide hotline: 800...
