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Mickey woke up to a soft tap on his shoulder and turned his head around to glare at whoever was waking him up, his heart dropped again before remembering the previous night
The medication he took had made his mind fuzzy last night but when he saw Ian he remembered how he was now sharing a room with him for 2 weeks
"The fuck?"
"Breakfast, come on"
He huffed and got out of bed, looking at the side table there was the same little container with more medication in it he decided to leave it as if he took it he would just be sleeping all day
Ian walked to the other side of the room and waited which Mickey noticed
"What are you waiting for?"
"You"
Mickey rolled his eyes and got up walking towards the door
"You forgot the medication"
"Yep"
He said as he tried to move Ian out of the way to get out
"You have to take them in the morning"
"Says who move"
"Not until you take them"
Mickey glared at him
"They have sedations I'd rather not be asleep all day"
"You get used to them it's fine"
"Can make my own decisions thanks, move"
"Just take them Mick"
"Can you stop fucking calling me that"
He went back to his bed and put the pills in his mouth and drank some water hiding them under his tongue
"Can I fucking go now?"
Ian rolled his eyes and they went out, Mickey went up and got a tissue from one of the table and made sure the nurses weren't looking as he spat them out and chucked the it in the bin
"Seriously?"
Ian asked suddenly behind him
"What are you a fucking body guard"
He watched as Ian shrugged in response and they sat down and had food, Ian still following him around like a lost dog
Afterwards Mickey got up and looked around the room, there was a small bookcase so he decided to get a book off it and go back to his room
Of course when he got back to the room Ian had followed him but he ignored him, sat on his bed and started reading
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The next few days had passed and Mickey had started to forgive Ian. He had small conversations with him about how shitty it was there but nothing more
They where both in their beds about to go to sleep and just as Mickey was about to pass out Ian started talking
"Want to go out for a smoke?"
"Ran out yesterday"
"Lip dropped me off a pack today"
Mickey rubbed his eyes and sat up looking over at Ian who was laying on his side leaning on his elbows facing him already
"Fine"
They walked outside their room and to the front desk and let them know they were going out for a smoke
Once out the front Ian handed him one and took one for himself, he reached over and lit Mickeys then his own
"You know we only have 4 days left"
"Thank fuck I'm ready to get the hell outta here"
In all honesty he wasn't he knew the second he got out he wouldn't see Ian again and it hurt him, as much as it sucked here he didn't want to leave without Ian even though he would never admit it
He had gotten good at reading Ian's emotions and knew that he wanted to say something, the look on his face was always the same when he wanted to admit something but was unsure of how Mickey would react
Mickey wanted to ask him what it was but he was still trying to avoid showing interest in him at all
"What do you think your going to get up to when you get out?"
He was trying to avoid that very thought the entire time he's been here, truth was he had no clue what he was going to do when he got out
The only thing his mind was set on was getting so drunk he couldn't think, or taking one two many drugs and blacking out
"I don't know sleep in my own room, alone. You?"
Ian shrugged and took another drag of the cigarette as did Mickey
"Not sure"
There was a pause that felt strange like they both wanted to say something but neither wanting to
"Our lives are definitely interesting then"
Mickey laughed
"Oh yeah very"
"What where you up to before you ended up in here?"
Ian visibility cringed at the ideas
"You don't want to know"
"That bad?"
"Well what where you doing?"
"Everything"
"People?"
Mickey rolled his eyes at the jealousy Ian was showing already, he had sex with a few guys but they were all a blur due to all the drugs he was on constantly
"That as well, can't remember most of it to be honest, what about you?"
Ian's face visibly hardened which made Mickey smirk
"Not really sure either I drank a shitload"
"Your not supposed to drink on your meds Ian"
"You won't even take yours"
"Yes but mine are just sedations, yours are more important than mine"
"You sure? You do have a pretty big rage issue"
Mickey punched him in the arm and Ian hit him back, both of them now smiling enjoying each others company. He started calming down and then felt Ian's hands behind his head and next thing he new he was being pulled in for a kiss
He quickly reacted and pulled away
"Sorry"
Mickey walked back up to him and pulled him into a hard kiss again, they both relaxed and held each other close taking each other in
He felt comfort in knowing Ian still had feelings, of course he was still hurt by what happened but he was forgiving Ian more each day, this exact moment proved to him that they would always find a way back to each other
