It All Started With A Cookie (Cake)

Chapter 8

Luke's POV

I woke up by the biggest headache ever, this is the first time I felt that bad. The more awake I get, the more I think about what happened last night. Did Cal really said that he loved me? I don't even know what to think about that, and where is he? He isn't in couch with me anymore.

"Calum where are you?" I shouted with tired voice.

"I'm in the kitchen!" he replied.

With that I step out of couch and wait for my head to calm down because it was hurting so much, and walked towards to the kitchen. I saw him cooking some breakfast

"Morning Cal, do you have some aspirins? My head is killing me" when I sat down on the kitchen table

"Good morning Luke, yeah they're in the closet in the bathroom, I will get some for you wait" he said while walking to the bathroom. I laid down my head on the table and covered my face with my eyes shut tightly. My head feels spinning. My stomach hurts a lot too.

After two minutes he came back with some aspirins in his hand

"here you go Luke, and uhm do you know what happened last night?" He said and without giving me a look and i can feel he's tensed up.

"You were pretty drunk, and when we were in bed you said to me you loved me" I said still my eyes are close tightly

"wait what? I must said that because I was drunk, you know I say the most crazy things when I'm drunk" he started to deny it, but I'm pretty sure when people are drunk they say the truth.

He's just scared of what will be my thoughts about him. He's scared about what will happen. He's probably scared of everything.

And with that I decided to go home. And not to see his face because of what he denied about. I mean if he really mean it then he should've tell me earlier.

Calum's POV

"Anyway do you want some breakfast? I'm making pancakes" I said avoiding everything what happened last night.

That's the main reason why I don't like drinking. I said things what I really don't understand if it's true or not.

"No thanks. I'm going home and going to take rest." He said at the back and I can feel he's rolling eyes of me.

After he said that I didn't manage to look at him. I can hear some footsteps and doors closing at the back.

My head hurts. I don't know what I'm going to do.

Tell the truth Calum my minds suddenly think.

A FEW DAYS LATER

Luke never came back that day, I'm starting to think he believes that I do love him. But I deny that because I know that he won't ever love me back. And I know he'll never be my friend again. There's no going back to being just friends when you fall in love.

And it kinda sucks, because now I have a friend who accepted me and who is also gay and now I lost him. Why does it always have to happen to me? Why can't I just have a friend who can stay by my side? Why can't I just be happy?

School is like the before, I'm all alone again. I only see Luke sometime in the hallways and in the cafeteria but that's it. He always ignore me and walk pass through me like I was Invisible. I feel broken everyday.

Today is the same, I saw Luke when I was getting my stuff in my locker,he was doing the same thing. He looked for a second to me and smiled but turned his head back after that. I started to think what he's up to.