Wtf am i Doooing

travel

art again made by yours truly
also mega time skip because yes, honestly the thing is i can't fit a lot a lot into this book about them because i'm one, making it up as i go and two, trying my best when they don't give too much of they're personal life ya know? Okay okay anyway, enjoy the chapter
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It's been about five months since me and y/f/n started playing with the gøøns and god am i loving it, me and grizzy have gotten to be really close but he's definitely beat by dooo, every time i'm online he is as well and moment he realizes (which is almost immediately) he says hi and texts a lot. it's cute but it's not exactly helping my emotions towards him, i mean just his voice and laugh just the way he sounds drives me crazy i just want to be in front of him and run my hands through his ha-

"hey, earth to y/n what are you doing up in there?"

y/n: "huh- oh sorry eric just thinking about things."

dooo/eric: "no it's all good, you've been doing that a lot lately thought, you sure you're okay?"

(a/n: I'm probably gonna call him eric a lot from now on but i'll specify which eric im talking about if mcnasty is also in the story)

y/n: "i'm completely fine, i'm just thinking about y- you know, just how you and the guys are accepting me and y/f/n so easily into the group!"

my voice caught in my throat for a moment after i spoke slightly panicking on whether or not my sudden stutter seems normal or not, but it seemed it was fine

eric: "yeah it's a lot faster than all of us thought but you guys are funny and we like just normally hanging out you know?"

y/n: "yeah i get that, i mean honestly i was freaking out about it though, i guess that's normal but i've just always been a fan of you guys and it's nerve racking ha."

he takes in a breath and his voice lowers into a sincere tone

eric: "listen if we ever make you nervous or uncomfortable just tell us, or me and i'll stop alright?"

y/n: "o-oh uhm yeah alright th- uh thanks, i mean it sorry i'm kinda- that was unexpected"

i mentally slap myself for stuttering that much over his words but it was very out of the blue and sweet

eric: "ha it's fine just wanted you to know, don't be scared to say anything if you need to alright?"

y/n: "yeah okay, thanks eric."

eric: "of course. anyway, you said you were gonna travel soon right?"

y/n: "oooooh yes! i'm going to. . . drum roll please."

he drums against his desk

y/n: "missouri!"

i hear him gasp and he sounds more excited

eric: "no, shut the fuck up, really?!"   i squeal and laugh

y/n: "eeeeee yes!"

eric: "THATS SO- did you just eeee?"

y/n: "i uhm, uh, uhm maybe. ." i say in a small voice as he chuckles

eric: "that was the most girly thing i think you've done, ever"

i cover my face talking through my hands

y/n: "listen it was- i'm excited okay?"

eric: "yeah yeah i know hehe"

y/n: "anywayyyyy, i still need to plan a airbnb/hotel i'm not sure yet i've just got when i'm going."

eric: "well when are you leaving, how much time you got to plan?"