Flagrant Foul (gxg)

Chapter 12

"Oh, man! Boobs are so soft!" Gee cried happily as she lay in her bunk.

I looked over at her in confusion. "Gee, you have your own pair, you should've already known that!"

"No! I mean, yeah! Fuck!" She sat up and sat facing me in her bunk. "It's like when you order food at a restaurant. If you have a bite of someone else's, it almost always tastes better than yours, right? So, yeah. I have knockers – "

"No knockers!"

"Sorry!" She couldn't stop laughing for a minute and I knew she'd done that on purpose. "But I mean when Leah lets me feel hers, they're so much better! It's like hers are Gucci, and mine were bought with a coupon from Joe's Discount Boob Barn!"

"Have you let her feel yours?"

"Of course! Hell, I grabbed her hands and slapped those puppies right on me!"

"Did she say they were a discount pair? Or did she like them?"

Her face lit up with a wide smile. "No! She said she loved them! Oh, and it feels so good when she touches them! I need her to do that again!"

"She invited us to go there this weekend, though I bet you already knew that."

She nodded happily. "Yep. I'm gonna share her bed and get some good snuggles. Is snuggling a date? I feel like that would be a good date, just snuggle all night and drink hot chocolate."

"Damn, you're all hyper now, talking about boobs."

"Fuck yes! I am, I know! I feel like I'm going to perv out on her, and I'm a little scared about that. But she's so nice! Oh, and she let me touch her abs! Damn! Oh, fuck I'm so glad I tried this girl thing out! She even smells good! My sister has always talked about dicks, but not once had she ever said a boy smells good. But damn, Leah smells so good, and I just wanna bury my face in her!"

"I think that is a more advanced technique," I said with a giggle.

She cocked her head at me until she realized what she said, then turned red and groaned as she fell back on the pillow. "That isn't what I meant! But I bet she tastes good too. Do girls taste good?"

"Taste yourself and find out. You're a girl."

"No way, it's like that boobs thing all over again. I bet pussies are like a Baskin Robbins thing, and she's like this delicious rainbow sorbet, and I'm a cup of vanilla that got dropped on the floor."

"You're nuts, you know that right?" I was laughing to myself as I lay down too. She was right though, there was a big difference between tasting yourself and then tasting someone else. But in my experience, all women were still de-fucking-licious.

"Yeah, nuts about Leah! Damn! I lied by the way, I don't need one of your jerseys, I'm getting one of hers!" She looked over with a wink, but I knew what she meant. She had to support her girl!

"Of course, that is how it should be. Support the one with the Gucci boobs!"

"I love college!" Gee yelled at the ceiling, making us both break into a fit of giggles.

"I love seeing you so happy. Your smiles are contagious." She'd been so desperate to find someone the first few weeks of school, that she'd led us all over in search of a guy. But now, she was hanging out with Leah, and she had become a giggly little pervert and never stopped smiling. I couldn't say it, but I was pretty damned jealous.

I couldn't do that.

I could do it even less the following day. I found the key under the rabbit again and walked into Tegan's condo. She was a little late again, but we didn't let it deter us. We raced upstairs, and I helped her right out of her clothes again. Now, yes, I will admit, I love to go first when it comes to pleasing my partner. I don't know if it is just my nature, and a large part of me gets off on making whoever I'm with scream my name, but I really do get a huge thrill from that.

But yeah, in under half an hour I'd had her screaming out twice while I was going down on her before she returned the favor. I'd played it smart, wearing a pair of sweatpants so that there was no difficulty in getting out of them this time, and then a pair of lacy while panties that looked really good on my dark skin.

But that is where things got weird.

I had a hazy recollection of the two days that we'd spent together over spring break. Maybe I had been too caught up in the moment, and everything seemed better because I was with an idol of mine, or maybe she was in the zone over those days, I have no idea. But on Tuesday, Tegan's tongue was a bit limp, metaphorically speaking. But she did have long fingers, much like mine, and they were well on their way to getting me where I desperately wanted to be when her phone went off, and we were racing to get dressed again.

"I'm so sorry! I'll make it up Friday instead of Thursday! Same time! I know she's going out of town in the morning! Just come up here and wait for me naked!" she gasped out as she got dressed.

"Okay!" I gasped while pulling on my sweatpants. "I'll lock the door!" I ran down the stairs again, carrying my Jordans and socks, then out the front door, pausing only to lock the door and put the key under the rabbit. I jogged over to my SUV, then hopped in and drove barefoot out of the condo complex. Would you believe me if I said I stopped at the same church? Of course, I did. I had to put on my shoes of course, and then my sweatpants were down, and I was rubbing my swollen clit until I was screaming in my front seat again. I'd been so wound up after yet another interrupted visit that it didn't take long at all.

I didn't like this. It wasn't much of a relationship. Certainly not what I'd been hoping for. How hard would it be to meet her roommate and get her on board with the relationship? Was she that terrified of coming out now that she was in college? Her family had to be truly homophobic, I guess. Could it be that she could come out after college? She had a full ride scholarship, but someone was paying for that condo. Maybe she had a few NIL deals that I didn't know about, but I hadn't seen her in any ads, and I think I would have noticed.

It was a long drive back to the dorm, and thankfully Gee wasn't there. No, not that I didn't want to see her, but my jealousy over her happiness would have been hard to contain. Even worse, the only other person I would want to text was Leah, but I couldn't tell her what was happening, because I knew they were probably feeling each other up again.

Fuck, Tegan had never even got my tee shirt off. For someone who had told me multiple times that I had porn star tits, she didn't seem to care about them today. Fuck it, I wasn't thinking about her any more. But I wasn't thrilled. Maybe I wasn't cut out for being a secret when there wasn't even a way to actually spend time with the person you're supposed to be with. We certainly didn't seem to be evolving beyond the FWB type of relationship either. Hell, at this point it was mostly friends with teasing!

               With a sigh, I pulled out my laptop and looked over the homework I had. Perfect, Biology. Just what I needed when I was trying to forget about the human body. Life couldn't get much worse right now. I needed a change. I just didn't know what.

               How is it possible that I let myself get here? I'm in this weird relationship, wanting more, but knowing I can't have it. The worst thing was that it was my own fault. I could have said no. But how do you say no when one of your sports idols offers herself up for you? It would be one thing if we had a lot more time together instead of these frantic little unfulfilling rendezvous, but we don't even get to have a night together. Hell, we can't even eat a meal together or just hang out together. The whole relationship was based on quickies. That wasn't something for me to look forward to.

               I could only hope that Friday would change things. If Tegan's roommate was leaving for the weekend, then hopefully we could spend a lot of quality time together. Meals, snuggles, getting to know each other, and obviously more sex would all be on the table. I liked the sound of that. I just had to hope that nothing popped up that could change how that went.

               The scrimmage tomorrow would help too. That would help me burn off some of the frustration that had been accumulating within me over the last week. I pitied whoever was on the other team.