Become an Idol or Become Deceased! [fan translation] P.1

Chapter 132

It wasn't my first time seeing this.

It was not unusual for the fans to give an event to the singer at the concert. I had seen it three or four times when I was asked to gather the data. I never felt any particular excitement. I was just amazed that so many people were able to do it at the right timing without getting paid.

But this... it was a completely different experience to be the subject myself.

Was it possible to feel that those countless lights that swayed were each and every one of a person's heart?

I didn't know, I didn't know what to say... 

...about this overwhelming sense of unity that I felt for being at the center of this and not as an outsider.

"..."

Meanwhile, the singing continued.

It was my part.

Even if nothing changes

The magic of this moment

Maybe it's YOU

A thrill I could never have imagined ran all the way to my toes as if hot water had been poured over the top of my head.

"...Mmph."

I hurriedly lowered my head. I felt better when I didn't look.

But at the same time, I raised my head and wanted to see more.

'...What a mess.'

It was absurd.

I could still hear the incessant singing in my ears.

I feel good today.

It's like something good is going to happen.

In addition, now the other guys were singing along.

First was Keun Sejin.

"...If it's you everything will be fine~"

It must have been quite moving as I could hear the trembling voice of each person singing their part.

"Li, life is strange, lightly..."

Kim Raebin's sniffling rap part continued.

And soon my part came.

'...I'm going crazy.'

I picked up the mic for now.

"...If you meet me-"

I blew up a single verse. Even the words that came in late did not lead properly.

'Damn it.'

I gritted my teeth.

As the silence lengthened the gazes finally fell on me as if thinking that something was strange.

"...Moondae?"

"M-moondae-ya?"

"Are you crying?"

Suddenly, several hands shook my shoulders and patted me on the nape and back. Bewildered exclamations were mixed among the voices of the fans who were singing.

'Oh god.'

I pressed the area around my eyes with one hand. Then I raised my head and looked around as calmly as possible. Most of the members were in tears.