Become an Idol or Become Deceased! [fan translation] P.1

Chapter 147

"Hyung, I'm really sorry. In order to make a hasty and arbitrary judgment of the situation, I carelessly shared the private conversation you shared with me..."

"As I said, it's all right."

It would be the fifth time if I had to listen to that one more time.

I accepted Kim Raebin's apology with a bit of weariness.

'Someone would think he was being framed for something.'

All this guy did was tell the other members, 'Moondae hyung said he could remember his past while sleeping'.

He most likely did it out of fear or nervousness.

Based on that, he must have tried to somehow interpret and respond to that episode of me going completely insane.

'...I thought I hid it well.'

I was deluded.

After returning to Korea and revising the summer package shoot, the atmosphere was awfully awkward and gloomy.

'Looks like they're being careful in case something happens to me.'

Even the camera occasionally captured these guys looking worried or nervous.

'...Ryu Chungwoo is refraining himself.'

It was clear from the beginning of the shoot that he realized I felt uncomfortable with him.

I talked to Kim Raebin, holding back my voice.

"Then I should also apologize. I'm sorry for this dreary atmosphere."

"What?? You absolutely do not have to! In the first place, there is no need to apologize for the unexpected situation that happened to occur during the times when filming was continuously in progress..."

"Okay. In the same sense, you don't have to apologize either."

"...! I understand! Thank you!"

After convincing him why he didn't have to apologize to me, Kim Raebin finally stopped talking and left after greeting.

"Then I will go. I hope you have a comfortable rest."

"Okay. You too."

The room immediately became quiet. One roommate was absent due to a schedule and the other was silent due to his quiet hobby.

'The world feels silent.'

I sighed and buried myself in bed.

However, there was noise coming from the next bed.

'...It's been less than three seconds since I said it's silent.'

It was Bae Sejin.

"...Umm, are you all right?"

"Yes? Yes."

It was a predictable answer but my condition was actually quite stable.

I wasn't sure if it was because I was drinking and let it out on the last day, or if it was because I left the unfamiliar country where the issues broke out and returned to my familiar dorm room. 

Either way, it didn't feel like I couldn't keep myself together like before.

Just remembering it made me break out in a cold sweat. So I gladly added an explanation.

"There won't be any interruptions to the filming anymore. Please, don't worry."

"I, I wasn't worried!!"