dear neil,
another long pause. just four more days and it would have been a month since the last time i'd written to you.
i'll catch you up on how everyone is doing.
charlie: hasn't written to us in months. i've lost count.
cameron: forgiven by everyone now. he can't stop crying about how bad he feels. he's had to go through this basically alone, and you can tell he's been repressing it.
pitts: he's fine. you can tell he's having trouble moving on, though. he comes to me crying every so often, about you. i have to keep reminding him that it's not his fault. i have to keep reminding myself the same thing.
knox: him and chris seem to be talking again. it could be a "just friends" thing, though.
meeks: he says he's fine, but he's definitely not.
me: i miss you like hell. i miss the feeling of your hands on my shoulders, i miss the feeling of your soft, supple lips on mine. i miss the feeling of putting my head on your chest and being able to hear your heartbeat. all in all, i can't stop thinking about you.
everyone else is mostly okay. we're still always thinking about you.
i can't sleep without you near me,
todd.
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dear neil (continuation)
FanfictionSo this is my own little fan-made thing since I loved the original so much. This is my version of a continuation of @itsonetwenty 's beautiful set of letters from Todd to Neil. So I hope you enjoy!! "a series of letters sent to neil by todd after hi...