A Place For My Depression

Letting go feels so wrong

Every day seems the same,

Am the only one who seems to change,

Well let's not forget am insane,

My mind having some psychological stain,

It never seems to come off what a shame,

Sometimes I imagine what happens if it's gone,

Will everything be normal,

Maybe I will be shut down with a mental gun,

Maybe the voices will go away,

Maybe my smile won't be fake,

Maybe I won't no longer be astray,

Maybe..... I don't know anymore,

Just thinking of it is making my brain sour,

But it's so sad,

The only thing I have is to imagine,

I can't even grab,

Locking myself from the truth,

Even though I know the root,

I still choose to make my own loop,

But it's nice in here,

Trying to ignore the fear,

The silence is all you hear,

It kinda gives you a little scare,

But what do I care,

When I see nothing when I stare,

Just me and the pain,

And I don't want to escape,

I don't like the feeling,

But I live with the feeling,

I've had it for so long,

That's letting go feels so wrong.

So what do you guys think relatable or not well is it too sad or just right make sure you vote and comment ^_^