A Place For My Depression

The girl in the void (A short story)

🥀🖤 There was this little girl,

🥀🖤She was living life fine and normal,

🥀🖤 Like every other child her age she would pay no attention to the insults thrown at her,

🥀🖤But when she got older she started listening to the insults and words that hurt,

🥀🖤But she didn't do anything about it and just kept it in,

🥀🖤She was 8 at the time keeping it all in at that young age,

🥀🖤When she turned 12 she had kept enough but she didn't know that as she kept all those pain and hurt in listening to those words,

🥀🖤It was building up inside her and by the time she turned 13 she saw herself in a void,

🥀🖤A dark place filled with nothing,

🥀🖤It was just an empty space built with all the pain she was keeping in,

🥀🖤But in this void of darkness she found herself alone no matter where she looked there was more darkness, more emptiness,

🥀🖤At first she thought the same way she was brought in she would be taken out,

🥀🖤 But by the time she turned 14 she was still withholding more pain and from that pain the void grew bigger with nothing but her in it,

🥀🖤And at that time she would scream for help but no one would come or hear her,

🥀🖤 15 and she was still stuck in there,

🥀🖤And yes it grew because she still kept taking in more pain but at 15 she stopped asking for help or trying to find a way out,

🥀🖤At 15 she thought she would never get out she thought that was her home now she thought no one would come save her,

🥀🖤She turned 16 and she was right she turned 16 and there was no way out now,

🥀🖤At this point she didn't only withhold pain she also gave herself pain,

🥀🖤At 16 she mastered the art of fake smiling by day and crying her eyes out by night when no one would hear her or see her dying slowly,

🥀🖤By 16 she accepted her faith she became one with the pain,

🥀🖤Now she's 17 and she has reached one of the worst stages numbness the stage where she feels absolutely nothing,

🥀🖤The stage where she has officially gone crazy the stage where she doesn't give a fuck anymore,

🥀🖤The stage where the void is now filled with voices telling her to kill herself the stage where she now slit her wrist with no second thoughts,

🥀🖤She is now 17 and she's at a stage that is dangerous a stage that she will explain of being tired, deranged, exhausted and drained of life at this stage she has no motivation to live,

🥀🖤Soon she will be 18 and she will never be free.