A Place For My Depression

...I think I'm falling in love...

It started with me staring when you weren't looking,

It was all I had all that was going for me,

Then I asked your name from blessing and at first I thought it was shiprin how funny,

Then I thought I had knew it I wanted to ask more about you but didn't want to seem too pushy,

So I kept on admiring you secretly,

Then one day I saw you in a place I never thought you'd be,

I didn't expect our eyes to meet but when it did I swear my heart skipped a million beats,

My mind started floating and wondering,

The fact that you saw me and then started smiling was really exciting,

I was really happy when my friend called out to you because I knew I would never have been able to,

I liked that on that day you had a protective aura,

It just made me wonder how well you had be as a father,

But when you actually made me happy was the day after you were so cute and funny I could have died of laughter,

Now when you are around my sad ass life is better,

I really want to know you more like dig deeper,

I want to stare into those eyes of yours forever,

I would love you everyday of your life from January to December,

To be honest this is my first love poetry,

So I understand if you think its a bit clumsy or chicky or silly,

I normally write about being sad and crying,

But lately because of you I found myself smiling at nothing,

Just in two days you have given me live long memories,

Memories I thought wasn't meant for someone like me,

Stupid, rude, dumb and ugly,

But still I have a reason to be crying,

Because I know you don't love me now isn't that funny,

I didn't want to fall in love now I'm with someone who doesn't feel the same what and irony,

For now I just want to be in the moment at least for as long as I have it,

I really want to have something more like stupid conversations about our favorite color,

Trekking together while I pretend my legs aren't sour,

Arguing with you though I know I am not sure,

Damn this is all I want,

Oh Lord I think I'm falling in love.