Disapprove

Chapter 19

I wake up to Hayes beside my bed crying.

"Hayes?"

He dries his eyes "hey babe," he says grabbing my hand.

"Where's Benjamin," I say looking around the room to the guys and girls. They're faces all drop.

"No, no, please say he's okay," I say tears rolling down my face.

"Babe he, he didn't masks it," Hayes says.

"I told you him, him, not me," I say sobbing.

I get out of bed and take the IV out.

"Why," I say sobbing.

"I'm sorry, the cord was around his neck they couldn't save him, it was too late" Hayes says tears rolling down his face.

He reaches for a hug. I push him away.

"Babe please," Hayes says tears still rolling down his cheeks.

I shake my head no. Shawn walks over and tries to hug me. I push him away and he grabs my hands and wraps his arms around me. He rubs my back as I sob into his chest.

"This isn't real," I say shaking my head.

"Shhhh," he says.

He puts me back in my bed and they redo my IV. Hayes sits beside me and reaches for my hand. I pull away and turn away from him.

"Can I hold him," I ask quietly.

"Yea, hold on," Lynn says.

She walks out and a nurse walks in with a baby with a blue blanket around him. She hands him to me. I can tell she was upset also.

I look into his beautiful blue eyes. He has thin black hair.

"He's so perfect," I say as tears still stream down my face.

"Just like you," Hayes says.

"Please take him," I say not being able to keep calm anymore.

The nurse takes him out. I wrap my arms around Hayes and cry into his chest.

{A few hours later}

I get out the car and walk inside the house. I walk straight upstairs and get in the shower. I lean against the shower wall and cry.

"Alena?" Hayes says outside the door.

"Go away, please," I say.

"Alena please let me in," he begs.

"Hayes please," I say still crying.

~Hayes's POV~

"Gabby please come over she won't come out of the bathroom she's been in there for 2 hours," I say through the phone.

I walk back upstairs and try to open the door again.

"Alena please," I say getting worried.

She opens the door her eyes bloodshot red but still a pretty shade of blue.

"Hayes I can't do this alone," she says and jumps in my arms.

"Good because I'm not letting you," I say rubbing her back.

She cries into my chest.

{3 months later}

~Alena's POV~

I'm currently getting ready for a dinner with Hayes and the guys. We've decided holding off on kids for a while, which wasn't a bad idea. I slip on my dress and shoes. (Above) I get completely ready and walk downstairs.

"You look beautiful," Hayes says and kisses my cheek.

"Thanks," I say smiling.

We get to the restaurant and walk to the table.

"Dayumm girl hit a spin," Taylor says.

I spin while laughing.

"I love that dress," Mahogany says.

Her and Aron started dating like 2 months ago.

(Tell me you don't ship it because your lying *Matt voice*)

"Thanks, I love your nails," I say.

We get done eating and say our goodbyes. Me and Hayes get to our car and head home.

"You look so sexy in that dress," Hayes says looking at me up and down.

He grabs my thy and runs his hand up it.

We get home and head inside. I shut the front door and Hayes slams me against the wall. He kisses me hard.

"Jump," he says in between kisses.

I jump and he carries me upstairs never breaking the kiss. He throws me down on the bed. He throws his shirt off and climbs on top of me.

He kisses down to my neck. He unzips the back of my dress and I slip it off.

He reattaches our lips and he slides my panties down.

"I love you," he breathes out.

"I love you too," I say and flip of top of him.

I take his shorts of and he puts a condom on. I begin to ride him.

I lay down beside him.

"That was great," he breathes out.

"Yeah," I say and slip on his shirt and my panties on. He slips his boxers on and raps his arms around me.

"But Alena," he says worriedly.

"Hmmm," I say tiredly.

"The condom broke," he says.

I sit up "WHAT THE HELL," I scream and run my hands through my hair.

"Sorry, I was kidding."

"That was so mean," I say and punch his shoulder.

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I fell in love, and I'm glad I did....

Yes it's over what over before the end of #20daysofupdates what?! I have a new book "Drug Money" and will be up tomorrow for #20daysofupdates.

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