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When I wake up, I feel next to me. The spot being empty. Yesterday events playing in my mind. I take a deep breath sitting up. I honestly don't know what me and Cameron relationship is gonna be at this point. Last night we definitely crossed some lines, I relapsed into a few bad habits. Maybe this time apart we can really think what we need to do what is what's best for us.
I dont know what I really want to do. We do have the kids and I know he loves them, but now that Their real father is about to come into the picture I just don't know how this is about to work. I get out of bed, preparing to get ready for this meeting with Von. I wasn't gonna be too dressy or anything, something cute and casual would do.
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( Naeomi outfit)
I didn't want to give him any ideas that I wasn't interested or trying to seduce him. And just incase any blogs see me I would be covered, i didn't need the public think i was the one cheating. When I leave out my room I notice I was silence meaning I was the only one here. Crys had took the kids for the day, she just wanted me to just have some time to myself, I'm really glad I hired her. She's so sweet. The kids really love her which is a bonus.
I get in my car, soon as I turn on my radio my husband's song " Don't judge me" is on, the very beginning. I sigh, remembering when he wrote this song, it was a couple years ago when I found out he was cheating on me. It was such a beautiful song, I loved it and hated it at the same time. I decide to let it okay lowly in the background as I drove to the location I would be meeting Von.
I was actually very nervous because this was my first time offically seeing him since his court hearing. I'm not even sure if I made the right decision meeting the most dangerous man on earth right now, alone. I guess we'll just have to see. I was meeting him at a studio session, he didn't want to do a restaurant. I'm surprised I didn't make him go somewhere where we both can be seen, but I get why he wouldn't want to be seen too much. The man hasn't even activated his social media accounts yet because he gets so much hate on a daily basis.
