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Stiles's pov

Derek was driving me home, but all I could think about are those test results and what I'm gonna do if it's true

Will I die?

What happens to my dad if I die?

He can't live without me

Scott

He needs a best friend

Will I ever be able to see the world?

Will my hair fall out

Maybe I'm dead before I can go to new York for the first time and see uncle Phil again

I'm not going to be an FBI agent

I'm never...

I won't...

I not going to be able to...

I won't have lived if I die now

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<Still stiles's pov>


While we were driving I noticed he made a wrong turn

"hey you had to go left to my house"

"were not going to your house"

"what do you mean"

"Melissa said I had to watch over you"

"so, my dad can keep an eye on me"

"not as good as me, plus he will let you go to school tomorrow"

"what! I need to go to school I've got a big test"

"your not going"

"why not, I'm perfectly fine"

"you can barely stand without even passing out"

"I'm sitting if I'm class"

"your still not going"

"fine, DAD"

It's silent after that, I guess I hit a nerve there, but he's not my boss

He doesn't have to treat me like glass, okey I admit that I'm not in the best place now mentally and physically

But he does not get to control me, I'm not his puppet we're barely even friends

He acts like a total asshole around me, but once I'm ill he treats me like a baby

I don't get this man, I had the biggest crush on him but the nogitsune destroyed all my feelings

I don't feel the spark I used when he acedently touches me or looks me in my eyes. I hope I can rebuild that feeling same way, he just sees me as a hyperactive little spaz who is so annoying

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