stiles in new york

I dreaded this

Stiles pov

Yesterday I didn't want to leave this place but today I don't even want to step inside, I don't want powers ' cause what if I hurt even more people

But on the other side I would be able to help people, but who says this power isn't from the nogitsune and he can come back through them

I don't want to risk that

I would rather be a powerless human than a murderer again

"Are you ready?"

Phill asked noticing that I had stopped walking

"Yeah, sorry I was just thinking"

"About what?"

He says after we had started walking again

"This. I don't know I don't want powers"

"Stiles there's something that you don't know and that I should've told you years ago but..."

"What's wrong"

Now I'm getting scared what could he possible say, did he know that I had powers?

"What is it Phill?"

"I will tell you later"

"No tell me now, what do you know that I don't"

"Stiles it's best of we do this after we find out what this is, okay?"

"Fine, but once we're done in there you are going to tell me straight away"

"C'mon let's go then"

We started walking again but I can't keep my mind from thinking about whatever the hell Phill knows that I don't

It has to be something that has to do with all this

He can't just drop this bomb on me and then say 'i'll tell you later' that's bullshit

We get into the elevator in a rather tense silence

As we finally make our way into the lab tony and Bruce banner are there ready for me I guess

"Hi I'm bruc-"

"Bruce banner I know you, I love your work by the way"

"Thank you"

"Okay so what are you gonna do?"

"Well first off some blood work, a scan and a DNA sample"

"Facking great, needles"

"You don't like needles stiles"

Bruce asks

"No I love them if I could I would marry one"

I say being the most sarcastic I have been in a while cause when I am scared I tend to make jokes to cover up my nerves

"Great, than we will get started!"

Bruce says not noticing my sarcasm

"Hey are going to stay here with me please?"

I ask Phill hoping I would be able to hold his hand, I know it's childish but he knows my fear for needles