Self Destructing

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They say you're too young. What problems can you possibly have?

But I bet you can't fathom the thoughts I've had.

I tell myself I don't want to feel as I take another shot. You know, roll another blunt

Thinking about things I can't control or change and it's holding me back

Self destructing it's something I can't take back , so stuck in the past

Memories is how I viewed myself It's like breaking glass across your face as the pieces shatter Painful? "I ask"

My mentality was delicate but my personal approach was a beast; blatantly disrespectful for what I'm trying to prove something within yourselves

Throwing my life away for feelings and thoughts that come to pass? It's absurd

The power within me is significant, elevating is my only concern

Admitting that I had a problem was the biggest thing for me

Took a month to self reflect and it started a fire in me

A flame no one can burn out, I'm superior.

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