My secret crush
A secret lust;
Something so innocent
But a deep impact on my life, Knowing I can want a person so badly but can't express it
It's wrong but how can I deny my feelings
The feelings of wanting you in my presence
The emotions that flow through me
As we walk past each other,
Simply a slight glance
Am I delusional or do you feel it too
Something I can't explain but it's driving me insane,
Yes, I'm young
"Young and dumb" if you may,
I mean most presume that way
The wisdom that lay
within me
You won't find upon most
But you won't see past my youth
Realistically how do you put an age on knowledge?
Let me put my pride aside
Time to speak for my
physical
"Laughs laugh "
That's Immature of me
Let's talk more about visual
An understanding, communication, a bond that's more than unbreakable
Don't get the wrong idea
I Admire you,
I see the remarkable things that you do
That not many are aware of, Believe I can learn and accomplish great things with your knowledge
I'm very intrigued by you
I am physically attached to you
Wanting to understand you mentally, and see u as a motivational person
The gist of my rant is that I'm contemplating my decision-making on whether or not
I want to pursue my crush or not, lust wouldn't Trying to speak to your mind before we get to the physical I say the least,
Admiring you from a distance scared of reality concluded you won't see me for who I am, what I strive for; is a plug before us
I couldn't disclose my secret its unthinkable but I still wonder if I call would u answer, we would communicate and become infatuated with each other
Would; I mean could you understand me for the person I am and the morals I stand on
~from your secret crush.
