i sometimes wonder why i'm so annoying.
why i always feel the need to add onto the conversation. i hate it. i hate my voice. i hate my laugh. i hate the way i speak. i hate everything about myself.
i hate how i can hear my friends talking behind my back right in-front of me. i hate how i will never be as close to my friends as they are to each other. i hate that they hang out without me. i hate how their families are able to hang out but mine never gets invited.
i hate how i'm always left out. i hate how they always team up against me. i hate how i'm never valued. i hate everything so much. i hate how my mom doesn't think of me as her child anymore. i hate how my mom just yells at me. i hate my mom loves my sister more than i do.
i hate everything. i hate it so much that i hate hating it. yes, hate is a strong word. it's strong for a reason. i just hate it all. i want to disappear. there is nothing left for me here anymore. why can't i ever be the important person. why am i always second.
i just don't get it. i really don't. i'm so done. i'm so tired.
i'm tired because of all of the hate.
-A
BINABASA MO ANG
A girl in pieces.
Poetrysome poems that I write to keep myself sane. I hope you enjoy. i know that life can get hard for all of us sometimes and these poems are based off of what i battle and these help me cope with them a little bit more. i hope some of you find comfort...
