this one is kind of a rant. I've just been going through a lot right now. I'll try to post more guys sorry.
I stare into my mirror and poke and prod at my body, my face
When did I become so nit-picky?
Certainly it didn't have to do with that boy who told me to lose some weight in fifth grade right?
Or what about the one who made fun of my mustache in fourth grade??
Did it? Did it have to do with that?
I stare at my best friend and her boyfriend while I walk behind them by myself.
God, when did I get replaced? I thought she told me we were going to be friends forever no matter what.
Now like a stupid dog I trail behind them because if I walk next to them I'm "invading their personal time".
Stupid.
I stare at myself in the mirror and wonder why all of those guys who I liked first chose my best friend over me
I don't think I'll ever remember the pain I felt after it kept happening time after time after time
The worst part was that she knew I liked them, but I don't think she cared
I hate how whenever something good in my life happens it's not a big deal. She even gets angry. But when something happens in her life we must celebrate.
I just wish things could go back to the way they were. When we were inseparable and there for each other.
Now I am replaced by a boy who has not known her for over ten years
But what can I do about it?
Always pushed aside, never cared for.
-A
*** Remember I love you and you are worth it****
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A girl in pieces.
Poetrysome poems that I write to keep myself sane. I hope you enjoy. i know that life can get hard for all of us sometimes and these poems are based off of what i battle and these help me cope with them a little bit more. i hope some of you find comfort...
