Enchanted (angst)

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Dylan's POV:

There he was..

Laughing with someone else and enjoying his time.

She was 'only a friend' but I still felt a ball of jealousy grow inside me.

He hasn't hung out with me in a while. I've been on my own for weeks.

I tried calling.
No answer..

His face was and will always be the only face I would wake up to.

He's the reason I get up in the morning.

My heart hurt. He was having fun with someone else. That hurt me.

We were friends since the 1st grade..now what..?

He doesn't know I love him. He doesn't know that I love him much more than a friend..

Please..just talk to me.
Just once..

~~

I changed out of my clothing and put on a smile.

"T-Tommy!"

My heart was beating uncontrollably. I blushed and looked at the floor.

He stopped in his tracks and smiled as he turned around.

"Hey. How ya doing mate?" He asked.

'Terrible..' I thought.

"Oh, I'm great! You?"

"I'm alright but I do have to meet up with Riley. Talk to you later?"

I nodded.

He walked away with a smile.
He didn't know how much it hurt to watch him with her.

I almost broke down..right there and then.

I had a class..no time to be crying over guys who don't give a shit.

'He doesn't love you. He never will. You will always be nothing but a friend..'

I sniffled and walked to class.

~~
After class I walked back to my apartment I shared with Ki, one of Thomas's friends.

He wasn't sad about him hanging around with her since he hung out with Kaya, his friend.
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"I don't know what to fucking do, Ki.." I said crying into my lap.

'You're being childish. Just give up on him Dyl. He won't love you. Not the way you love him.'

"Listen Dylan..just ask him to hang out tomorrow."

I tried that already..

"He said he had plans with Riley! I should just give up on him."

He shook his head and hugged me.

"Hey, just give him a chance..ask him again tomorrow or call him right now and ask."

I nodded and got up. He let me go and handed me my phone.

"I'll leave you alone to call him. Just ask him if he wants to hang out tomorrow. Okay Dylan?"

"Yeah.."

I said and he left, closing the door slowly.

I dialed his number and let it ring.

It rang and rang and rang..

'Hey, I'm sorry I couldn't come to the phone. Try calling again later. Have a great day!'

I threw my phone on the couch and bursted out crying like a fucking baby.

"GOD DAMNIT! W-WHY WON'T YOU JUST ANSWER ME ONE TIME!?...I fucking love you Thomas..."

Voicemail sent.

My eyes widened and I ran to my phone.

"No..no please.." I mumbled under my breath.

"Please.. delete, delete, delete!" I said clicking button on my phone.

Now he hates me..he's going to fucking hate me for my bullshit..

"Hey, you okay?" Ki said running towards me.

"No I'm not fucking okay! I just sent him a voicemail..I told him I loved him and now he's going to hate my guts."

"Hey, Hey, hey.. you're okay, just let it all out..shh..." He said.

"He won't hate you..."

~~

I got up in the morning. This time, there was no smile. I dreaded today. I just wanted to die.

I opened my texts and looked at the word next to Thomas's contact.

Opened

"Great..he heard me crying about him.."

~~

I opened my locker and closed it just in time for someone to bump into me.

"Oh, I'm so sor-.."

I looked up from my phone and saw Thomas.

"H-Hey..I uhm..I got your voicemail last night.." he said. His cheeks turned a light pink and he looked at the marble flooring.

"You hate my guts don't you..? Just don't even bother. I'll delete everything.."

He looked back at me and shook his head.

"N-No..! I don't hate you..."

I sighed, relieved from the anxiety.

"I was just wondering if you wanted to hang out later today..If you don't, it's fine! I'm not going to force you to do something. I was just asking but if not, it's fine. You probably hate me for not paying attention to you or I-"

I wasn't even thinking. I just did it.

I finally kissed Thomas..

We stayed like that for a bit longer when he pulled away, gasping for air.

I froze and covered my mouth.

After uncovering I looked at him.

"I-I am so sorry, I wasn't thinking..!" I said quickly.

He just smiled and started speaking.

"It's okay, I kissed back didn't I?..So.. later at like..noon?"

I nodded and blushed when he kissed my cheek before walking away to class.

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