Y/ns POV
There was only three days until we left for france, and seungmin was losing his shit.
He was frantically packing anything that would make him look good infront of my parents
" baby" I chuckled " calm down, we've already converted our money into euros and sorted out our hotel arrangements, theres nothing to panic over"
He sighed , putting his hands on his hips standing infront of an over flowing suitcase.
" I know honey " he said " I'm just scared, what If your dad doesn't like me? I know your mom already does from like three stories about me you told her but your dad is a whole other situation "
I stood up and walked up infront of him, cupping his cheeks delicately " theres no need to worry jagiya , I'm here every step of the way "
He smiled and kissed my lips "how do you always know the right things to say?"
I shrugged and pecked his forehead " let's sort out this luggage though, wear what you want. Not what will impress my parents. "
He nodded and we both quickly got to work sorting out his luggage
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After about an hour we had both packed all of the things we needed for our holiday , apart from the stuff in our hand luggage .
" thank you aegi" seungmin smiled " I think I would've spiralled into a panic attack if it weren't for you "
" well, I'm glad to be here for you baby" I pecked his lips gently "but now that's done what do you wanna do today?"
" I dont know honey.... I'm kind of worried about you, you're doing a bunch of stuff every day. You dont get enough time to grieve and it's not fair"
I gulped at the mention of grieving " no, baby, I'm fine . I like distracting myself from the reality that my sister killed herself "
I looked towards the ground and sniffed , holding back a bucket load of tears.
Seungmin took my hand and cupped my right cheek, running his thumb gently over my cheek bone.
" it's ok to cry " he said, with a soft look on his face " just like you're going to be here for me, I'm going to be here for you. Every second and every minute "
I nodded and pulled him into a hug, he fit perfectly in my arms causing me to smile .
" thank you jagiya" I said, releasing him from my hold "come on"
" where are we going?" He asked
" the couch " I shrugged, he laughed and followed me through to the living room
He sat down on the couch and I straddled his hips ,forcing him further downwards so he was lying on his back
" hey baby " I spoke, he whined causing a small chuckle to escape my lips " what are you whining about?"
" you're too attractive to be my boyfriend "
I laughed and kissed his cheek then kissing his lips lovingly "you're too out of my league to be my boyfriend " he giggled at the statement and pulled me in for another sweet and tender kiss
I slowly began to kiss all over with loving intent, I kissed his forehead, his nose, his cheeks , his lips, his chin, his neck, his shoulders , his tummy, everywhere .
" you're being very cute lately" he said whilst giggling
" I know " I replied then kissing all over his shoulders delicately "I'm not horny all the time love"
" I know darling " he giggled
" call me that more"
" only if you call me love more"
We both laughed and kissed each other once more
" so. What rides do you wanna go on?" I asked
He took a moment then snickered " you "
" wow" I chuckled " you're confident "
" I'm kidding, no I'm not, but in this context I am" he laughed making me smile " I want to go on the Hollywood tower of terror in the studios and I want to go on the ratatouille ride and big thunder mountain and Indiana jones oh. And space mountain"
" you're so cute" I pinched his cheeks.
" as you keep telling me" he giggled
" I just have to remind you " I replied " you might forget, and I dont want that"
He smiled and shook his head
He suddenly sat up and kissed me then flipping our positions and cuddling into my chest.
" aww" I smiled " so cute"
He whined and buried his face into the crook of my neck only making my smile even wider.
I slipped my hand beneath his shirt and gently scratched his back giving him goosebumps
" that's nice" he hummed
" yeah?" I replied, happy that I was making him comfortable
" mhm " he yawned
" tired?" I asked
" yeah.... we've done alot of working today" he replied
" I know baby" I continued to spider my fingers comfortingly up and down his back " but it will all be worth it in the end"
" I cant wait to go on holiday " he said sleepily " I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you..."
I felt my heart rate pick up at his words " I cant wait either angel " I kissed his head gently " I love you so much "
" I love you too aegi " he hummed
I continued lightly scratching his back until I heard quiet snores, once I was convinced he was actually asleep I simply held him close like my life depended on it.
I love him so much.
