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it wasn't as hard as I had expected, maybe thats why i felt such a shame for doing what i did.
and death is not as beautiful as i originally anticipated.

in itself, the afterlife is full of a beauty in which is indescribable to one of whom has never anticipated it.
but it was watching the people i loved discover that i had made my exit from that world.

to an extent, i had almost forgotten the feeling of which had taken over the moment your father came to tell me the news.
its not it was forgettable, in fact quite the opposite.

i had merely decided to block the feeling out. in due course, this is what it had led up to.