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first of, it was my mother.
finding the corpse of her only daughter laying lifeless on her bedroom floor.

next, it was my father.
weeping over the long departed soul of his little girl as they carted her off in am ambulance.

however next it was a soul i didn't not anticipate.
the young nurse sobbing as she saw her brothers first love trying to be revived.

finally it was the force unknown, they never said their name, however they expressed their disappointment is my final decision.

i was always born to fuck up.
i just never anticipated that i might be so good at one thing; the one thing that was evermore becoming the biggest mistake i had ever made.

i'm sorry, i wish i could see you again.
i wish i picked up that god damn phone.