My goal would be to get this book to 50 (realistic), 99/100 (challenging, but sensical) or 200 (max chapters & unrealistic. Gives new year resolutions)
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"Not everyone knows you"
Well, yeah thats obvious
"Not everyone loves you"
Hah, why i know that
"No one, a least important people to you, like you"
You know theres a lot of people in the world.
"No one knows you"
Cmon now, be realistic-
"No one know the real you"
Oh, well...thats
"No one loves you"
I know...
Oh how i look around!
Are there truly people who live without self-sabotouging thoughts?
I shake my head.
Why are the things so loud?
Images of blood flash through my mind-and for my defenses i have nothing brought.
Even when i lay in bed!
From them? Oh no there is no safe haven.
How disgusting, how unworthy do i feel,
When my brain turns on.
My miser spiritus* cries.
I try to stop them-but i always kneel.
Why cant i just be f-in strong?
I tell them im okay-ignore me feeding into the lies.
Can someone turn my brain off-so at my pathetic failures i can scoff?
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bro i was going to rhyme on with megatron cuz i couldn't think of anything but that plan was scratched-the line was gonna be something like "i just wanna be strong lile megatron" but k realized that strong rhymes woth on too 🤡
Pattern: Abc,abc,dd,efg,efg,hh, ect.
have a nice 24 hours :)
footnotes:
* wretched spirit
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My poems :)
PoetryMy poems,,, like the title said,,, they tend to be abstract & kinda morbid so read with caution ig? im not following any real pattern here, im just mashing words together lol -ill try to update daily, but i get my phone taken away a lot um- *started...
