My poems :)

Circle of life

So a bit of background story?? 

I was scrolling through insta and a vid of some dude who owns a lizard came up.

Lizard was having babies, and unfortunately the dad died b4 the babies could meet him.

I wrote a poem on it bc i was told to.

Thanks

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I looked in the mirror.

Insecure? Pathetic. Im such a fool. 

If only i could see myself clearer.

This ritual, for the next generation, im just a tool. 

she doesnt need me, doesnt want me, but here i am excited. 

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So much pain, sweat, blood all over me

My wife just left my bedroom-

what did she say to me? 

'I love you.' that-that cant be true, once the deed was done she zoomed. 

Shes done with me...will another lover be sighted?

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Well dear diary, im dying.

It gets harder to breathe everyday.

my wife ignores me less now... one time i even heard her crying.

She talks to me when she thinks i cant hear, i never knew she felt this way. 

"When this is all over babe, may our love be reignited?"

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Choking and wheezing my wifes name, i call out to her.

She tells me to hush, and that our kids are due any day.

She tells me to hang on, and not let her & life go, but the days are a blur.

"you dont realize what you have until they're almost gone" aint that what they say?

My kids birth and heaven- two things to id never thought id get invited.

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Dear diary, hes dead.

Gone, forever, only thing left of him are his unborn. 

I only told him i loved him in bed.

Between mourning him and his eggs, i am torn.

There is no time to be once again a newly-wed.

The babies are coming soon, my babies, and im not delighted. 

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Bro im never on wattpad anymore