"You get older your get stronger"
Aint that what they say?
Why am I not lasting longer?
Oh how i feel its...some way
Im in pain babe.
Strains and aches and pains
stfu....gabe?
No i dont have any gains
They get less as I get more years.
And im not even in ny prime-im not even f--king twenty.
If i go this way-how will i grow better?
When will the torture stop?
From my tears my face gets wetter
To clean all this blood? Youll need more than a mop.
Why do i keep letting pain kiss me?
Pushing myself, and we make out..
How much time do i have left-tell it to me truly...
In this way the 'spouts' of pain arnt even spouts...
You use such nice words...
Around me you need to stop censoring
Hah i call my self pathetic all the time-its known by the birds.
When i get this way...ill never be able to soar in success like the pain is soaring.
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I have a birth deformity and i sprained my sternum (again) and I sucked ass at my solo so i wrote this (once i stopped crying)
Never cried over my solo before-and i always feel dumb when ever i cry over pain (thats the pathetic part)
Anyways good bye ig 💀 thx
YOU ARE READING
My poems :)
PoetryMy poems,,, like the title said,,, they tend to be abstract & kinda morbid so read with caution ig? im not following any real pattern here, im just mashing words together lol -ill try to update daily, but i get my phone taken away a lot um- *started...
