It was August (BL COMPLETED)

It Was August

It was August
(Augaust)
Mataman akong nakatingin sa puntod na nasa aking harapan. It's been a month mula ng mawala ito sa akin mismong mga kamay. I looked at the sky as his smiling faced appeared on it. Unti unti na nmaang nagsituluan ang aking mga luha.
"I guess he will not love it seeing you cry." Saad ng isang boses. Tumigninnako rito at may hawak itong panyo na iniabot sa akin.
"Shawn." Banggit ko sa pangalan ng taong nag abot sa akin ng panyo. Kinuha ko naman ang panyo at pinahiran ang aking mga luha.
"He is a good brother." Wika ni Shawn.
"He is." Sagot ko na pinipigilan na naman ang aking luha.
"And if he just alive I will love himback. Pipilitin kong mahalain siya at piliin ng puso ko. " sunod ko at napaiyak na naman.
"Yeah, I love you but if he is here I surely don't deserve you baby." Humarap sa akin si Shawn.
"But I can't just let you go. I will still try to have you and win you back. Nangako ako kay Benson na aalagaan ka at mamahalin ng lubos." Muli akong napatingin sa puntod ni Benson. Lumuhod ako at hinalikan ang lapida nito bago muling tumayo.
"I don't know what will happen, life is unpredictable. But I won't close the book. It was a tiring journey. I tasted blood, laughed and cried at the same time with the wrong persons who I thought I could trust. Now I am at the end of the road. It is up to you if you will stay." Tanging sagot ko bago ito tinalikuran.
A month passed at sa isang buwan na iyon ay marami rin ang nagyari. The bodies of Natalie, Dr. Philip and Zach were all buried. I don't know what to feel about them. My Parents stayed the same na tila walang nangyari. Tita rose never talked to me again, but I hope mapatawad na niya ako if she is blaming me. But even I, I blame my self.
All I know right now is a story of a guy named August. A guy who never had a happy ending.