What if

Fade away

And when the chilling feeling sets in when you know you were always right,
When your hand clasps tightly around the handle of your suitcase,
Your clothes spilling out, standing barefoot outside your own home,
But it's just a house, it's just a house, why do you feel remorse?
Knock at the door, ring the bell, who is going to answer you now?
Watch life fade away before it begins, try to set damp wood ablaze,
But hasn't it always been this way?
Plan endings before it even begins, try try try and watch it burn before your eyes.
But you're the one who lit the match, added the gasoline so why do you cry over the ashes?
Love was never supposed to be fair and you always cheated,
And now you're standing in the dark hallway, trying to find the switch but there's no light,
There never was, so you sit alone in the dark and cry, cry cry,
Does it feel like home now?
It's funny to think that something as pure as love could hurt us, but it always has,
It always will, so why not accept it for what it is?
Because you'll always fade away in the grey, there's no cure for loving too much,
For being too much but never enough, everything fades away,
Like our initials on the joint tombstone, dirtied with age,
I've buried our memories there, six feet deep but not far enough,
Never as far as your breath from mine, I still remember when you touched me,
My veins were blue from the cold, I should've always known, I should've always known.