I open the book and lean back, relaxing as I read the first page.
Dear diary,
I'm pretty sure you know me, well, today I washed up on a beach in Nestoria. I'm surprised they didn't kill me. They're actually fairly nice. That's not what father taught me about the clans, but I think I'm starting to form a friendship with a young fisher named Achillean Nestoris and apparently he has a sister. She's wonderful and sweet, I love the color of her hair, it's so unique. Its very common in humans however, but never in Ardoni. And she has freckles! I mean what kind of Ardoni has freckles! I figured out that she likes protecting turtles! Isn't that cool?! Achillean told me not to try anything with her, and I don't plan to, I just want some friends in this area. Oh and did I mention that she doesn't like seafood?! I don't know how she can't but I don't judge her for it. I hope we can be friends.
I pause in reading the diary. He describes me more than Achillean. This diary brings back memories of what he was like before. Sweet, kind, loving, hopeful... I breathe in then skip to the next few months.
Dear diary,
Addy nearly died today. It was scary. Luckily me and Achillean saved her before she could die. Do you think Ageus is mad at me? I hope not. I would be though. If I had a daughter I wouldn't want her life to be in danger. I don't think he is, he said we were just kids having fun and I think we were, I don't want her to get hurt... I feel awful...
Dear diary,
How long as it been since I've written in you? It seems like forever. Well I'm going to enter the tournament... Addy still doesn't know I'm a Voltaris... I'm scared. What if she hates me...? I have officially confirmed I love her. Not in a friend way either... like in a mate kind of way... I don't want her to hate me because I'm the Voltaris Master. I guess we'll just see how it goes—
Dear diary,
I'm back but this time I'm in a prison cell. I gave them a chance and now I feel foolish. I never should have. Addy tried to help me but Achillean held her back, at least he's keeping her safe.... I don't want her to get punished for trying to save me. The Prime songs though... I NEED them, the Master's can't have them. I'll do whatever it takes to get them. I don't care at all.
Dear diary,
Just look at this war I've started! I don't know what happened... I don't know what got into me. Addy somehow got me out of my trance but I still need the Aggresium Prime... to save my clan, and once I have it I can apologize to her for what I did and hope that she forgives me. I'm now known as the Deathsinger and Achillean the Tidesinger. I wish things could go back to the way they were before. What have I done to myself and everyone I love? I think I've officially ruined any kind of relationship I had with Addy.
Dear diary,
I really need to stop writing in you.
Dear diary,
Why am I still doing this?
Dear diary,
AUGGGHHHH
Dear diary,
For real this time--
I set the book down, I'll finish reading it later... when I feel less depressed...
YOU ARE READING
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FanfictionNestoria is beautiful, perfect, it has so many perfect things, turtles, animals, the sea, my brother Achillean Nestoris, I found someone that was the perfect friend, he was new and kind and friendly and nervous, He saved my life more times than I ca...
