Sun and Moon Show angst *my AU*

Sun loves his brother Moon

Disclaimer this story contains mental emotional abuse physical abuse self harm self hate ect. If you are going through any of these things seek help you are not alone through this trust me

(Author's note: the word "love" as used in the title is referring to brotherly love so get your head out of the gutter lol)

Suns Pov

I wake up and immediately feel a warmth beside me, though it isn't an uncomfortable one either

I look beside me to see what it is and I see Moon cuddled up beside me, he is still fast asleep

I slowly move his hands from my body as he is holding me protectively, after I successfully pry his hands off of me I turn back to him to make sure is still asleep and when I realize he is I sit up and carefully step out of my bed

Once I climb out of my bed I quietly walk to the door and open it slowly, walking out and shutting it behind me just as slowly as I opened it

I walk over to the ledge and jump into the ball pit, then I climb out of it

I look around prepared to clean up the place when I realize that it is already spotless, and just the way I like it too

What the heck... I think to myself

That's when everything hits me like a truck, and I remember everything that happened the past two days

Moon was with me so then Monty was probably the one who cleaned up the place I conclude

I go back up to where our rooms are but instead of going back into my room I go into Moons

After I crawl through the hole I look around his room, and see how dirty it is

I bend over and pick up a wrench, putting it in his tool kit underneath his bed

I go across his room and pick up his hammer, screwdriver, and box of nails which I also put in the tool kit

I look around and after figuring out that I had picked up all of his tools I close the kit and push it back under his bed

I stand up and start to make his bed, once I finish that up I go to pick up anything else that's on his floor

Once I am confident about how clean his room is I crawl back through the hole exiting his room

I turn to go back into my room to check on Moon when suddenly the door opens, and Moon looks at me with a worried expression on his face, "Oh my god Sun you scared me!" He says to me

I smile and he pulls me into a tight hug, "I'm sorry brother, I love you" I reply

We pull apart and he asks where I went and I tell him about how I cleaned his room and he acts surprised then a little frustrated

"What's wrong Moon?" I ask, he looks at me, "Sun. You need to be focusing on yourself not on me" he says sternly

The smile drops off my face and I look down at the floor, I feel tears start in my eyes and I try to will them away before they fall down my face

Moon notices how upset I look and tilts my head up to look him in the eyes, "It's not your fault brother, I'm sorry I hurt you. I didn't mean for you to get upset I just want you to worry more about yourself instead than others... Instead of me" he says, then he smiles then looks as if he just realized he forgot something and adds, "I love you too Sunny"

I smile again and let the tears flow down my face as he looks at me in concern, "Sun what's wrong!?" He yells a bit to loud

I flinch and he apologizes, "Nothing's wrong brother... This time I'm crying because I'm happy, I promise"

He looks hesitant for a few seconds as if he is deciding whether or not to believe me, then he smiles

"If you say so brother, but if I find out your lying to me then I will have no other choice but to give you unconditional hugs until you feel better" he says, I assume he said that because he knows I calm down better to calming physical touch not painful physical touch anyway I start laughing and he looks as though his plan worked

He laughs too and we hug again, I finally feel happy for the first time in a long time, and it's all because of my wonderful brother, Moon