|warning: mention of Abuse unliving themselves depression and murder if you can't handle these subjects pls don't read|
{Felix pov}
I hate bendy I hate bendy I hate bendy I hate bendy I hate bendy I hate bendy I hate bendy I hate bendy I hate bendy I hate bendy I hate bendy I hate bendy I hate bendy I hate bendy I hate bendy I hate bendy I FUCKING HATE BENDY I FUCKING HATE BENDY I FUCKING HATE BENDY I FUCKING HATE BENDY I FUCKING HATE BENDY I FUCKING HATE BENDY I FUCKING HATE BENDY I FUCKING HATE BENDY I FUCKING HATE BENDY I FUCKING HATE BENDY I FUCKING HATE BENDY I FUCKING HATE BENDY U FUCKING HATE BENDY Unfortunately the piece of paper in my journal wasn't lucky enough for my torture on it to be done as I ripped the paper from the book and toar it to shreds like an wolf attacking the enemy it pieces sprinkled on the floor as I torn it into pieces with my claws When it was halfway torn up I threw the rest on the floor then I took a swig of my alcohol next to me not caring that I'm in public it doesn't matter everyone would forget about it in a few days or when the time loop starts again I put my cup down feeling abit better guess alcoholics are right alcohol makes things abit better
Lily the turtle started at me with worry her blond hair pulled into a mess bun
Lily: gosh mr Felix are you ok?
I gave her a fake smile
Yeah I'm fine just frustrated over a puzzle in my adventure
Lily slowly nodded obviously not fully believing me honestly I don't blame her in the public eye and to my families I'm very calm when it comes to difficult puzzles
Hey mind if I have another cup full of your strongest beer
Lily: ok but it's going to be your last one you got an image to uphold in the eye public
I scoff in my head
You mean my role in bendy sick play...
I pick up my pen from the ground and started writing
Its been around 243 days since the thing called bendy took control over the town sadly this isn't completely accurate as I and my once friends were too busy trying to stop him to keep count
Everyone I know and love is now puppets yes they act the same but now there only purpose is to play a part to make the children he somehow gets help him arrive in time to this thing called the "ink machine"
For example fanny when shit hit the fan she was one of the people in my group trying to help me stop bendy and not be mind control by him regrettably she was the first one to be controlled by him and as punishment for daring to make his life harder she's now live with an asshole of an husband who hurts her everyday
My..husband was the second who was taken by bendy he like everyone else replace and placed in new memories like getting married to a woman named ortensia and she dying from this stupid fake ink sickness it sicken me seeing that psychopath pretending and giving people this fake illness to gain sympathy towards his..victims? Idk what to call them I can't remember what happened to them after we finally find this machine it goes blank when we spot a abandoned studio in...fuck he must have messed with my memories too actually it turns out I'm the only one in town to remember everything well I think everything few things are fuzzy but I still remember enough maybe it's what bendy think is an thank you for freeing him if I try telling people about this even if they believe me or not me and them get punish I continuing trying to get help but I was forced to stop when bendy..threaten he'll...I can't write it down..but basically he'll harm my honey bunny so bad he might be able to survive to the next loop oh also he gave me this scar on my hip to remind me to keep my mouth shut... Every day I regret going to that cursed tome with those grave diggers I should have politely but firmly say no and go back to cuddling my husband with are newborn baby..my little trinity oh how I miss my children if I couldn't go back in time and do that then kill who ever turned on the..I think machine ot tome it doesn't matter I'll go down for murder if I ever find whoever did that but my satisfaction might be short lived as they might come back in the next time loop or worst situation bendy will get mad at me and do something worst than punish me/ take away my family at least I know he might not harm any of my children but with the might my theorys on shaky ground
4 time loops ago things have changed 2 more people has joined are "gang" ones name cuphead and another name mug man they look like this (Pretend these are doodles)
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Don't know to much about there real backstories bendy of course is no help but they must have pissed off bendy so much that he made cuphead nearly kill his "brother" the first time loop they were in poor fellows
Actually when I think about it one night when I searched through cuphead and mugman things I saw a certain design on mugs and cups scarf and jacket I recognized it right away as I delt with my fair share of undercover cops I wanted to ask them but he's owes watching
sometimes I wonder if bendy is a God or the devil Disguised in a tiny toon body I know only higher up demons have the type of power I've seen he have Or is the thing controlling this innocent toon body just to not look threatening and excute its plan without trouble
I want to continue fighting but honestly I'm scared of him I'm scared the next time I wake up In my bag tent he had changed something to make my life Even more like hell
I stop writing in my journal and look up my heart drop its almost time for my husband to come in the restaurant no matter how much writing makes me feel better it can never save me from the pain of that experience I have no idea what I did to deserve this kind of torture but I hope one day I finally have the strength to set myself free and bendy just let me rest
I took a long swig of my drink while tears slip from my eyes on my open journal I hate you bendy I hate you bendy I hate you bendy I hate you bendy I thought to my self as I put away the glass
I waited for the familiar noises I was force to memories so many times to play my role
After a felt like hour it started
I sighed and close my eyes waiting for the enviable to happen
Fuck you bendy Fuck you bendy Fuck you bendy
I wasn't taken by surprise when my husband pounced on me but you'll be wrong if I didn't try to permanently remember his touch and his sent which was now tinted with the smell of rotten ink but I didn't care I'm going to try and stretch the rare times I have with my husband as much as possible but my brother I law pulled us away I clawed at the seat of the chair trying to resist punching Mickey
The same old dialog started I egnore them just wanting to stay my same old speech and go on this fucking mission
Boris: um excuse me are you Felix the cat?
I gritted my teeth and forced a smile when turning to look at the poor child
