How will you react
When I can no longer keep this act?
I'm trying to accept this fact
While still keeping my mind intact
The fact that everyone is bound to change
But I will forever remain pitiful and strange
The fact that you can now actually smile
But only after staring at her face for a while
This is too vile
That hateful, beautiful, smile
Knowing I'm no longer the only thing you own
Knowing that you will one day leave me on my own
I don't want to be alone
You are my only home
I'm scared of being abandoned
Of your attention stripped and stranded
Of your obsession no longer the core
Because now you desire her more and more
Because now you're ready to let me go
This is why it's time to let you know
When I said that I was yours
I meant for you to shut the doors
And trap me forever here
Forever close and near
You pity my jealousy
But if you could only see
What I have to see
You'd cry tears of blood for me
If only you could feel
What I have to feel
And if only you could love
Me the way I love
You
I assure you
You would've done the same
Yet you make me take all the blame
And just shoot me straight in the heart
You really couldn't have picked a more painful part
._■_.
Speaker: female.
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Anaxiphilia
Poetry"Over my dead body you sadistically gaze; You still choose this, despite the many ways You could leave, but you only desire me to grieve."
