The night is too beautiful but I
Can't help but secretly wish to die
As I drink down the rest of my sorrow
The wound in my chest becomes more hollow
You know that I can hear you two
In the room next door, all that you'd do
Yet you still dare to face me after that
While I struggle to hold my heart intact
I don't know if you hear me cry at night
Not knowing what is wrong and what is right
Only knowing that you don't want me in your sight
Only knowing you'll never treat me right
I can't let you go
I won't let you go
No
I can't let you go
I want to let you go
Go
I'm forced to share your soul
Without you I'll never be whole
If I could, I would have never chosen you
But when it came to mates, there's nothing I could do
I only wonder if you also feel my pain
If you're also struggling to stay sane
Knowing your soulmate is as ugly as me
Knowing your soulmate drowns in her insecurity
But that only allows you to trample on me more
With your hand on her back as you shut your door
So I turn on my music not to hear you more
But I don't know if I can do this anymore
I can't let you go
I won't let you go
No
I can't let you go
I have to let you go
GO
Only a teared scarred face looks back at me
A rejected girl is all the mirror offers me
Nothing like her silky hair
Not like her skin, clear and fair
This isn't fair
This isn't fair
How can I not compare
When you kill me with your cruel glare
I can't let you go
Why don't you let me go
Let me go
Go
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Speaker: female
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Anaxiphilia
Poetry"Over my dead body you sadistically gaze; You still choose this, despite the many ways You could leave, but you only desire me to grieve."
