𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 - 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬

𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞 ~ "ɪᴍ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴋɪssᴇs ʜɪᴍ"

🄱🄰🄸🄻🄴🅈'🅂 🄿🄾🅅
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damn why was i crying over this? he didnt like me

it was obvious, but did he not mean what he said to rose? this isnt fair

its not fair at all

he shit talked rose and nora with me

and now hes out kissing her?

thats meant to be me.

im meant to be the one who kisses him

was that all i meant to him? a directors daughter?

i thought we couldve atleast been friends

did any of this ever even mean anything to him?

its my fault. i got attached to such a stupid boy

he made me feel safe and i fell for every single one of his lies

but its fine. i mean, look at rose. shes perfect

in every way that i couldnt be perfect for him
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i just lay in bed, letting all the tears stain my pillow

thank god i didnt put mascara on today

why wouldnt he tell me he liked her

this doesnt make sense

why did i come across that post.

i mean, it was going to happen one day

but now it has and i fell for him, leaving me in tears

i felt as the world circled around me, i was left with just me

me, the silence, and my muffled and choked out tears

whatever

not like he could be here, hes probably out with rose.

why is he constantly texting me

cant he go hang out with his new girlfriend

go hug her like he hugged me?

why does this always happen

i always fall for a boy then end in tears, because they found someone better

i thought he would be different

i knew i shouldnt have got attached

but i took the risk

now look at what situation that has left me in

i can hear my phone ding every second

it was loud

it was louder than my muffled sobs

who could be texting me yet again.
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🄼🄰🅂🄾🄽'🅂 🄿🄾🅅

why wasn't she answering me?

i think she thinks im actually dating her

lee 🤍

bailey

why arent you answering me

is it the thing rose posted?

because im not with her

you have to listen to me

i went to meet up with her