𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 - 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬

𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐱 ~ "ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴀʟʟ ᴛᴏᴏ ʟᴀᴛᴇ ɴᴏᴡ"

🄱🄰🄸🄻🄴🅈'🅂 🄿🄾🅅

i regretted that so much

i didnt ever think about giving him a chance to tell me what happened

i just immediately thought of the worst

maybe if i actually gave him the chance to explain things would be different.

not like i can go back in time anyways.

it was all too late

he probably hates me

who am i kidding

he definitely hates me now

i mean, i didnt even matter to him to begin with

why would it be any different now?

like, he has a girlfriend.

rose.

maybe i was starting to get jealous

but man, right now all i wanted to do was smash her skull into the concrete and watch as her head bleeds to death.

i mean, i cant do that though.

itd be classified as a murder

and thats too much of a public place to do it anyways

maybe a more closed off space, and so that nobody would suspect me.

that was besides the point.

i turned my phone off since he stopped typing but my eyes were glued to the screen as i was waiting and hoping for a notification to pop up, a notification from mason thames himself telling me he isnt dating rose because thats all i needed.

thats all i needed to fix my heart

i didnt want to exaggerate it that bad

i knew he was going to date someone eventually

and i knew it wouldnt have been me

but knowing it was rose just hurt me completely

i waited and waited, i checked the time and watched as the seconds ticked by

i was loosing hope quickly, did he not read my message?

of course not.

because he was with rose, and he probably was texting her now

sometimes im so stupid

its whatever

ill have to live with the fact mason doesnt and never did like me

its fine.

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🄼🄰🅂🄾🄽'🅂 🄿🄾🅅

i looked at my screen, she replied, thank god i thought i completely messed everything up

but i still have a small chance.

i couldnt mess this up

i didnt know what to say

i re wrote different things so many times not knowing what to say to her

still, it confused me on why she was sorry

she had not at all a reason to apologise