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39. Back again

  Arthur

  First day of teasing was bad. Second one was as bad as first. The car doesn't feel good at all. We have so much things we need to improve. Everything was feeling bad. Maybe it's my fault.

The guilty is make me feel like hell. I didn't wanted to get in this point with Ana. I didn't meant I wanna get back with my ex. I wanted to say something else, but yeah.

Now I think she likes Ollie. Maybe I lost my chance. And that's killing me.

-Arturo, says Dennis.

- Hi, mate! How's going?

I hug him. Yesterday we didn't get the time to talk. I missed him.

- Good. First day wasn't that good, but today is feeling better.

- You'll come back, Hauger. I'm sure of that.

-Ana is here.

Just three words and my heart just stopped.

- Are you sure? Where's she?

- In the moment, she's with Ollie.

The smile that appeared after hearing her name, has now disappeared. I don't know what to say now. Everything in my life is going bad now. And I'm feeling it's just my fault. Because it is.

- I know you like her, Arthur. What happened?

I tell him everything. Every second and every feeling. And he listened to me like  he always does. He grimaces when I bring up my ex-girlfriend, which makes me laugh. I like to talk with him. I always liked it.

- You need to talk to her, Arthur. You left Barcelona for Monaco just to go out for a few hours with her. It's clear you like her.

- It wasn't a few hours.She left after only a few minutes.

-Talk with her, Arthur.

- I tried. She's always with Ollie or ignoring me.

- Ollie, huh?

- You think he likes her?

- Pretty sure yes.

Fuck it, man! Fuck fuck fuck fuck.

- You think she likes him?

- I don't know. I don't think so. And I think Ollie will stay out. He knows you like her, he respects you.

- If she likes him too.. I don't have a problem.

- You're not serious.

- I am. It's my fault I lost her. If they are happy, well.. fine by me. I mean, yes. It will hurt like hell, but that's my problem.

- Meet me at dinner and we'll talk about this. Alright, Thuthur?

- Alright. Don't think I forgot about Victor.

He laughs and goes to his mechanics.

I noticed that Ana is at interviews, so I go there. I already finished my interview, but I just want to look at her. The door is open so I won't disturb anyone. I lean against the door frame and watch the interview. It's Ollie and Zane's turn. Andreea asks the questions, and Ana sometimes reads a question asked by the fans.

She's beautiful. Fucking beautiful. My heart aches to think that I have already lost her.

I hear the question "Who would you kiss in this room?" which is addressed to Ollie, but I don't give too much importance. He will probably give a null and respectful answer. So I'm still looking at Ana. And man.. I would live my whole life like that. I could watch her for my entire life.

But I hear Ollie's answer. Ana. I hear them both laughing.

My smile drops. For a second my body stops. In the same second, Ana notices me. But I'm already taking steps back. And I'm heading to the hotel.

I don't know what to think. Or say. Or do. Everything hurts in this moment. I want to scream.

My phone is ringing and I really want to just ignore it. But it's the ringtone for Charles. So I clear my throat, try to sound  as good as I can and answer him. Then I hang up immediately. He just booked a room at the hotel I'm staying at. He is in Barcelona. He only came because he noticed how bad I feel. I feel the need to cry right now. Because Charles who is the best brother, Ana, the car that doesn't feel good at all.. Life in general.

Ana

I just talked with Max. He's in Barcelona. He stays at the same hotel with me and the others F2 drivers.

I'm happy he's here. But in this moment all I think about is Arthur. It's was a joke. What does he think? Where is he?

I need to talk to him about this. Ollie noticed him and gave this answer only for this reason. He thought that Arthur  would intervene out of jealousy or that he would do something.

But I saw Arthur's look. He thinks there is something between me and Ollie. We are just very good friends.

Max told me that Charles talked to Arthur and the situation seemed very bad. I do not know what to do. So I finish the interviews I have to do. The fans' demand for me to be here was too great, so no one could refuse. Then I head to the hotel. It will be the first place I look for Arthur.

Arthur

After talking a little with Charles and Max, I immediately went into the bathroom and took a longer than usual shower.

I still look like shit.

I just want to sleep now, so I'm shirtless. I approach the bed and hear a noise from the door. The next thing I see is Ana storming into my bedroom.

She looks at my body a little. At least, she thinks I look good. Then she comes and hugs me. It was a quick move. So I end up on the bed and she on my lap. And I have to stop all my senses in this moment.

- I'm sorry, Arthur! I didn't listen to what you had to say, she says with her face buried in my neck.

I hug her from the waist and inhale her perfume. I already feel much better. God!

- The things I have to deal with with my ex are her posts about me. I didn't know about these posts. I don't follow the news. They never said any good things about me and never will. And after that evening, I didn't want to pressure you either. I wanted to give you the necessary space to solve your problems with your mother.

- I thought you wanted to get rid of me.

- Never. I could never do that, mon amour.

She raises her head and looks me in the eyes now. God! I missed her in my arms so fucking much!

- It was just a joke. Ollie noticed you and wanted to give you a little push. We're just friends ,Arthur.

- I'm sorry!

- I'm sorry too! Also, you look like shit.

I want to talk about Ollie with her. But she's with me now, right? We can do that tomorrow.

I smile at her and rub my nose against hers. It feels so good to have her here. So good.

I bend my head a little and kiss her. She kiss me back. Heaven. That's how heaven feels.

I love this girl so much!

I move a hand on her hip and pull her closer to me. We break the kiss and I rest my forehead against hers. She smiles shyly at me. I know she doesn't have experience. She's still perfect at this tho. Perfect and just for me.

I kiss her again. And again. And again. I could do that for the rest of my life.

Hey hey hey!

Hope you enjoyed this chapter. I sure did 🤭

I love Arthur so much 🥹🥹

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