Papi

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" Oscar ",Carlos smirked , coming over to the santos hang out , giving the man a bro hug then making his way though the people , going straight to ceaser , who smirks up at him from his placement on the couch outside , running a hand through his hair
" hola papi ", he nods , standing up lazily and grasping the front of the older man's shirt to pull him to him, leaning up slightly to place their lips against one another , a few people around them letting out whoops at the display
" what , ya miss me or somthin' , little c ", Carlos chuckled out , pushing the teen back down to sit and sitting down beside him , an arm around the back of his seating
" nah ", ceaser shook his head lightly , relaxing back into his seating and taking Carlos's hand , playing with the rings on his fingers as the man started to converse with someone else , Oscar leaning forward to mutter something to ceaser ever now and then , and ceaser furrows his brows and sighs subtly when he catches who seemed to be monse and Jamal across the street before monse started to make her way over , the Santos becoming quiet as she did , and ceasers face dropped as she walked straight up to him
" I need to talk to you ", she says to him as she stopped in front of where he sat
" I'm listening ", ceaser hums , licking his lips as he looked up to her , still messing with the rings that bared Carlos's hand , monse glancing around at everyone uncomfortably
" privately ", she asks , and he hums , nodding slightly
" yeah , we can go inside ", he nods at her , making Oscar and Carlos both clear their throats , for completely different reasons , and Oscar smirked over at his old friend , who's eyes were focused on ceaser
" but uh , if you wanna sit on my face , you got to put that mouth on pause so I can concentrate ", ceaser smirks , making her face drop , the guys around them laughing as ceaser and Oscar fist bumped
" but big c gotta come wit us , he don't like it when I go off with other chicks , do ya , papi", ceaser chuckles , looking over to Carlos , making monse finally notice how close the pair were , and their joined hands , and if possible , her face dropped even more
" you not allowed putas , amar ", Carlos grunted out , only making ceaser grin wider as Carlos pulled him closer , everyone chuckling as monse stormed off
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Ceaser chuckled lightly into Carlos's mouth , causing the older male to pull away from his lips with a smirk , amusement coating his features and pushes career into his back onto the bed behind him , and the teen leans up on his elbows with a light smile
" why you laughing for , c ", Carlos smirks , lifting his shirt from his head and towering over ceasers form , and caeser smiles wider , his smile almost childish or goofy , making Carlos feel a familiar tug of possessiveness over the boy
" nah , I'm just happy , I guess ", ceaser chuckled lightly , leaning up and pulling Carlos on top of him
" how cute ", Carlos chuckles , brining his lips back down onto ceasers as he worked the younger males shirt off , sighing under his breathe when he saw the bruises that scattered his body , and ceaser glances down at his torso , swallowing thickly as nerves filled him , breathing going shallow as Carlos touched them gently , leaning down to place kisses on his bruised body , causing the smile to slip back onto the teens face as he looked at Carlos
" nobody will ever hurt you again , Querido", Carlos breathes out , and ceaser bites his lips lustfully as he looks up to him , then wrapping his arms around his neck to pull there lips together once again
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The sun was out of the sky and music was loud coming from the speakers , people around were working out , a few smoking , Carlos no where to be seen due to having his own gang to deal with , ceaser was on his skateboard, speaking to Oscar every now and then when he skated back over , taking a sip from his drink before he went to skate down the steps once more , only to be shoved off his skateboard
" you little bitch ", it was monse , and she was pissed , obviously, many people around them started to laugh at the sight
" ow ", ceaser grunted , rolling onto his back and putting his arms infront of him as she continued to hit him
" damn , that hynas wild, must be a freak on all fours ", someone laughs out , making a few crack up as Oscar went forward to help ceaser out
" I fought for you , I had your back  . For what , for you to impress your puto friends and humiliate me ", monse rants out
" tell the bitch to keep that bark down", someone calls out , their accent thick with his words
" hermanito , you better back up before you get smacked up ", Oscar scoffs a chuckle , coming over to push the girl off off his little brother
" shut up , puto ", monse grunts , getting back off the floor about to go back after ceaser , only for Oscar to move infront of him as Jamal and ruby come over and start to drag her away struggling , the santos barking mockingly at them as they leave , ceaser brushing himself off , looking down as he heard his old friends argue
" Carlos would be pissed if we let you get hurt on our own ground , and nobody likes a pissed off Carlos ", Oscar mutters out , going back to his seat and pulling a joint to his lips
" ey , little spooky probably loves it ", someone jokes , making ceaser groan as they all start to make jokes about his sex life , running a hand through his hair in annoyance
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Monse flinched , turning around quickly with a bat in her hands , making caeser rise his hands up in defence , eyeing the bat oddly
" what are you doing here ", she huffed , still holding the bat up about to swing
" get out ", she nods over to the window
" hear me out , please ", he sighs as he spoke softly, still holding his hands up
" I never meant to hurt you ", he tells her sympathetically
" then why did you say it ", she frowns , her eyes becoming teary as she looked at him , looking him over sadly then looking back to his face
" we promised we weren't gonna tell anybody ", she breathed out , making him frown at the face she was pulling
" hey ", he mumbles , going o take a step forward, only to jump back when she puts the bat to his chest , keeping them apart , which he actually didn't mind , he just wanted to keep their friendship , whatever he felt for her was in the past was still there , sure , but with Carlos it was different , and he'd never do anything to ruin it , what they had was something he never thought he'd ever have with anyone , maybe he believed he'd have it with monse at some point , but she didn't really understand or make him feel the way Carlos does
" you were the one who said that we should keep this thing , our thing , on the low . That it would create a rift in the crew , and it did . So why'd you do it ", monse rants out , stepping forward with the bat still pressed onto ceasers chest as she spoke, making ceaser sit onto her bed , and he sighs , looking down before hesitantly speaking
" ...Oscar ", he tells her , making her look at him with confusion
" I don't understand ", she mutters
" when he got out , he wanted to get at you , so I claimed you , to protect you", he explains to her , finally making her drop the bat with a sigh before taking a seat beside him on the bed
" you don't have to protect me. Protect yourself , leave ", she tells him as she turns to look at him
" get away from Oscar ", she huffed , also wanting to mention Carlos , who was as well known in freeridge as Oscar was , both as terrifying and as feared as one another , it also didn't help that the pair were close friends and were leaders of their own gangs
" you don't understand ", caeser sighed
" you're gonna go off and be some famous writer someday . Rubys gonna follow his brother and go to some fancy college . Jamal , he'll figure things out and get out . But this life ....
It's my destiny . My family crest is and will always be a gang sign.
It's too late ", he shakes his head , things were actually okay for him as they were , other than the uneasiness of doing bad things or getting a few beat downs when he first got into the gang itself , he was going to be okay , hopefully
" no , it's not , there are so many other -
" you guys got me all twisted all these years about a future away from this place , but it ain't gonna happen as far as I can see. Man , this is all I got ", he tells her lightly with a shrug , looking to her , realising how close her face was to his own
" no , it's not ", she frowns , looking at him intently before leaning forward to kiss him , and he doesn't respond for a moment before kissing her back , only for a second before pulling away and shaking his head and standing upruptly
" I'm sorry , I can't , I just can't -", ceaser stammers out , swallowing thickly as he goes towards her window
" ceaser ", monse calls out , unaware if she should be hurt or just confused as he ignored her and just left through the window
" fuck , fuck , fuck ", ceaser cussed , running a hand through his hair stressfully as his eyes filled with tears , pulling his phone from his pocket with shaky hands to call Carlos , who was the only person who'd he wanted to talk to in that moment , the only person he wanted , but all he could think about as a lone tear ran down his cheek was .... Why did he kiss her back
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" shhhh , why you crying , los querido", Carlos frowns on the other side of the phone , and caeser sniffles , wiping a hand down his face , smearing his tears
" w-what, I'm not crying , what makes you think that ", ceaser chuckles out dryly , his throat horse and a slight tremor to his voice as he spoke
"Nah , fool , don't play with me , what's up with you , what's wrong ", carlos asks , making his way out of his house as he does , waving at a few aminos members as he leaves
" nothing ...... nothings wrong ", ceaser denies , shaking his head subtly even if carlos couldn't see him , his breathes slightly harsh from how he rushed back to his place and was currently staring at a picture of carlos and himself hung up on the wall , one he had taken during the summer , he was actually happy , it was just after they had officially got together, not just carlos claiming him , and caeser got past any of his doubts or worries of being with carlos . They were both half awake , carlos behind him while they cuddled in bed , his head on ceasers shoulder , looking to him through soft but tired eyes, and ceaser was smiling sleepily , his lips slightly pouted , and ceaser remembered burrying his face into Carlos's shoulder once he had taken the photo , hearing the man snicker when he did
" don't lie to me , little c , what's up ", Carlos huffs
" I .... I think I did something bad -
" hold up , what do you mean , bad , I know your sensitive , querido , but i don't think you gotta cry , it prolly ain't that bad", Carlos sighs , words assuring and soft that only made ceaser feel more guilty , and he hangs up the phone immediately , tossing the phone to his bed as he started to pace back and forth in his room , he may not have initiated the kiss with monse , but he didn't stop it , he didn't push her away , or tell her to stop , he kissed her back , which made it so much worse , he was fucked , he didn't even know why he kissed ur back , he didn't like her like that , not anymore , and fuck , he was already sure he was in love with Carlos , which made it so much worse , did he ruin it , did he ruin everything , why did he do that , what was wrong with him .........