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Beg:

*** Trigger Warning: Kidnapping, Rape, Abuse, Suicidal Thoughts.***

The second portion of this chapter is dark. Please skip the end if you want to avoid the trigger warning topics.

My subconscious mind was warning me of something. Telling me to fear what was to come. I wonder how I can decipher this message to myself. Is the universe telling me something bad is going to happen to me. I know danger is already following me. Maceo's face reminds me of that. Tick Tock. Fuck that reminds me too. Am I going to die soon. Why haven't I woken up yet. Did I already die. Shit.

Wake up Kaila. You were hit once, don't be a baby. Wake up.

My eyes fluttered open to see the morning sun casting a shadow across the ceiling in my room. The little glow in the dark stars still sticking to the paint, I smile at the memory of my dad putting them there. He said it would make me feel like I was sleeping under the stars as I travel the world. I turned my head to see JJ sleeping next to me. His features soft and relaxed. I rolled over and curled my body into his side, resting my head on his chest. His arm wrapped around my waist and pulled me closer.  

"I love you, Princess." JJs morning voice rattled through his chest.

"I love you so so so much." I kissed his chest a few times before stretching to kiss his throat.

"How do you feel?" He cracked his eyes open and tilted my chin up to see my jaw. "Fuck, Princess. It looks worse."

I winced, "It hurts. I'll go ice it." It definitely hurts to move my jaw around. He hit me in my upper jaw closer to my ear, so the side of my head aches too. I'll have to see if Rafe can get his hands on some strong pain killers, good excuse to get some.

"I'm sorry. I will never forgive myself for this. I never wanted to be like my dad." His pained eyes flickered away from my jaw and up to my eyes.

"Stop apologizing. You didn't try to hit me, Jay. I got in the way. You are nothing like your dad." I connected our lips, before pulling away and getting up. He laid in bed watching me get dressed, smiling as he caught my eye.

"My beautiful Princess." He got up and wrapped me in his arms from behind. "All mine."

"I'm yours." I rested my head back on his shoulder as he slid his hand up around my throat, lightly squeezing.

"I want to tie you up tonight and fuck you." His voice laced with lust, "Can I do that, Princess?"

"Yes, Jay." I whispered. My core throbbing as I think of what he's going to do to me later.

"Good girl." He kissed my jaw before releasing my neck. "Lets go see Pope, he's working today."

I leveled my breathing from being turned on, earning a smirk from JJ before he left the room. Letting me finish getting ready.

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(This is the second portion! Skip the rest of this chapter if you're avoiding the trigger warning themes listed above.)

"Hey Pope! Kie!" I pushed through the doors at Heyward's shop and joined Kie at the counter where Pope was working.

"Hey Kai." Kie side hugged me.

"Hi Kaila." Pope smiled and threw me a chocolate bar. "For you."

"Thank you." I grinned at him and opened the chocolate, "My favorite."

"Yup." He popped the 'p' and then greeted a customer as they came in.

"Hey man, what were you thinking using your head like that?" JJs smile lit up his face as he thought of Pope actually fighting back, he's not usually the fighting type.