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Perfect for me:

*** Trigger warning: Suicidal thoughts and attempt. ***
This is a sad chapter to read.

My eyes popped open as soon as the memories came to my mind. Fuck. Kidnapped again! And by my best friend. Come on universe. This has got to be a joke. I wildly looked around as I sat up, taking in the large room with windows showing wide open ocean as my view. I'd appreciate the view if it wasn't for the fact that I'm on a freaking cargo ship going somewhere far from home.

I snapped my head in the direction of the door as it creaked open, a guilty looking Rafe came walking in. "Okay don't yell at me, alright? I know it's a lot to take in."

"Rafe! You kidnapped me!" I pouted as I threw the blankets off my legs. "I can't leave!"

He sighed and crossed the room to sit across from me on the bed, "I panicked, alright? I didn't want to leave and something happen to you, and I promised I'd keep you safe from Singh but I can't do that if I'm far away."

"Where are we going?" I raked my hands through my hair as it all settled in. JJ is going to be pissed.

"Guadeloupe." He eyed me as I stressed about this whole thing being crazy. "I'm sorry, Kaily. Let's just get there and figure things out with the cross and then you can go home if you want, okay?"

"You know JJ will look for me." I laughed when he rolled his eyes.

"I know, but he's gonna have a hard time finding us, we covered our tracks well." He ran his hand through his hair as he looked out the window.

"Who's we?"

"Dads alive. He used the scuba gear to get out of the boat before it blew up." He admitted, I stared at him in shock. Of fucking course he's alive.

"This makes more sense than him killing himself." I laughed again. I looked towards the door as Ward cautiously stepped into the room.

"Kaila, how are you?" He walked closer and sat down on a chair across from us.

"I've been kidnapped again, so I'm doing great. Just another day for me." I sarcastically smiled. "Well you came through on your promise to keep Rafe and I from having jail time, I appreciate that."

"You can always trust me, sweetheart, I want the best for you." He patted his knees before getting up and leaving the room.

"Sarah's in the other room. She didn't take the news as well as you." Rafe laid back on the bed and rolled his head to look over at me.

"Oh shit. How'd y'all get ahold of her if she wasn't even home?" I cuddled up to his side and rested my head on his chest.

"They came to the house to look for you and the cross." He ran his hand through my hair calming my nerves as I worried about JJ stressing about me. "You.. uh you had a seizure while you were asleep. I got worried. I thought maybe I fucked up giving you the medicine."

I sighed and looked up at him, "That was dangerous Rafe. I know I do drugs for fun, but meds that knock you out are risky."

"I know, trust me, I know. I shouldn't have drugged you and took you. I should have gave you free will, something you haven't gotten much of. Everyone controls you but me and I went against that. I'm sorry, Kaily. I really am." He kissed my head and sighed.

"I know your intentions were good. It just sucked going through all of that." I kissed his cheek as I sat up and slid off the bed to grab my backpack off the table to find a blunt.

"I'm going to go talk to my dad. I'll be back." He hugged me from behind before disappearing out the door.

I sat for a while smoking my blunt through the open window until I heard commotion and yelling outside, I slung my backpack over my shoulders and took off out the door. As I rounded the corner of the deck I could see John B and Sarah jumping off the boat and in the other direction a fight was happening, when I got closer to the two people fighting I realized it was JJ. I ran over right as the crew mate swung his machete towards JJs face.