Dear Beth,
Jeez, this is actually, like, a healthy addiction!
Who needs therapy when they have a diary and a pen?
Not me!!
But anyways, mum might be getting closer to finding out about my, you know, plan.
She says the I look REALLY pale and that I have these dark circles under my eyes.
I don't think I look pale.
And the dark circles aren't THAT bad.
I'm fine.
Other than the part that I need to get skinny.
Whenever I look in the mirror, I see how freaking fat my thighs and arms are.
How fat I am overall.
And I can't be fat.
I can't let that happen.
So I am going to stick to my plan.
And remember what I am doing this for.
Skinny, pretty, loved.
If I am skinny, then I can eat basically whatever I want at the fair in September tht I'm going to with my friends.
I will just stick to the diet after that, too.
I'm fine, don't worry.
This is what is best for me.
Skinny, pretty, loved.
It's all I have ever wanted.
And good things come out of hard work, right?
Yes.
Yes, I am right!!!!
And I'm fine.
Right?
This is normal.
Skinny, pretty, loved.
That's what I am going to be.
Skinny, pretty, loved.
Here I come.
Love,
Camelia
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Dear Beth, Love me.
RandomWARNING! This story is all about Anorexia Nervosa and what it is like, so if that is a trigger, do NOT read this! This is a story about a young Camilia (a girl), who is struggling with Anorexia Nervosa and the normal problems with being a thirteen y...
