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WARNING! This story is all about Anorexia Nervosa and what it is like, so if that is a trigger, do NOT read this! This is a story about a young Camilia (a girl), who is struggling with Anorexia Nervosa and the normal problems with being a thirteen y...

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by EjDj1972

by EjDj1972

Dear Beth,
Mom found out about what I have been doing.
That's why I haven't been writting to you for a long time.
She took me to the doctors, and they diagnosed me with something called Anorexia Nervosa.
They want me to eat more.
But I can't.
I can't eat more.
People won't like me if I do.
And that's all I've ever wanted.
For people to like me.
To love me.
Skinny, pretty, loved.
It's all I want.
Why is that too much to ask?
But if I don't start eating, they are going to put me in the hospital.
What do I do?!
Oh, Beth. I'm so confused. I don't know what to do.
I'll figure it out.
I'll figure out a way to get away with not eating.
Anyways, I better go before mum finds out about what I've been saying to you.
Because if she does...
I can't imagine what extent I will have to go to, if I want to keep on avoiding eating.
Anyways, I got to go.

Love,
Camelia