Finding Myself

Chapter 3

I was walking for quite some time just looking around ,thinking where's the best place to call home

I walked to my school , it was like 15 minutes from my old home , I'll have to call it my old home because I don't live there anymore

I walk in the school doors and walk down the halls , school has almost started , everyone was walking to their class

I have no where else to go or do , so I'll just go to class today

I walk to my first class , history , I sit down in one of the seats near the back and try not to think about my life

Everyone here doesn't seem to notice me and I'm fine with that really ,I wanna be left to my own thoughts

I spent most of my day there and even though this is the cheapest school you could go to ,you still have to have money for lunch , yuck

I really hate this school ,but it's what I have right now and I must be thankful

And I'm fine ,I don't need to eat , I go several days without eating and that's normal for me

I walk out of the school building and go towards the play ground ,I love swinging on the swing and having that free moment, but its gone as soon as I'm done swinging

It was starting to get darker and darker and I had walked far away from the school by now , I saw a bench and sat on it ,my eyes were growing heavy and I slowly drift off to sleep ....

"Hey ! Hey you ! Get up!"

A angry voice is yelling and I awake with a start ,

It took alittle to remember where I was and by now the person yelling at me grabbed my arm and was pulling me off the bench

"Let me go !" I yell
 

I notice the uniform the man's wearing and realize its a cop who had yelled at me and who had my arm in a tight grip

"Get lost you filthy piece of trash ! Don't ever let me find you in this part of town again ,or I'll have you hauled off to jail , you hear me!?"

He yelled as he pushed me and I fell down to the ground ,but I quickly got up and didn't say anything,but ran fast and far , I couldn't tell you how long I was running , but by now my feet were hurting and my mouth was so dry

I fell on the ground and laid my head on the grass beneath me , it was still dark and I had no idea were I was , but I just laid there ,I was to weak to cry , so I cried dry tears and fell asleep yet again...